The kimmi blog.

2011-02-13T14:16:00.000+08:00

Sry for the inactiveness. Will try blog tonight.
Again, is there even someone viewing this blog?

2011-01-29T21:14:00.002+08:00

PRESLEY 10!

HI PEOPLE! SORRY THE LACK OF UPDATE.

being an OGL is quite busy ya know! :D

yup, I became Presley 10 OGL with Pearleen Hendry and Nabil. :D

At 1st was quite low. yes, i was acting like some crazy lady and did tons and tons of unglam stuff.

but yea! have fun! at least they seem to be bonding. :D

Some photo to share about Day2! too dumb to bring my camera on Day 1 only! :(

Playing the water bomb station!

PRESLEY ON THE BUS!

P8 AND P10 OGL! at sentosa!

Yea, more to come. :D THE FUN HAVE NOT END!

ok, gtg. I need some time to recharge and recover my voice.

And YES, I FLUNK MATHS TEST! WHO IS WITH ME!? :D

Seriously lar, it is abit.....hmmmm, should i say ~~selfish/obtuse~~ for them to put a test on a weekend? Nah, nvm, I am J2 now. Should have expected more stuff like this.

NOT TRYING TO SHOW HOW UNGLAM I AM, BUT I JUS LIKE THIS PHOTO. ALOT.

PRESLEY ROCK THE HOUSE!!!!

Kimmi;yunno, signing off.

*P.S, Blogsong change to Aqua Timez. Omg, Vistlip come back! ViVid like stealing ur No.1 place! :(

2011-01-15T19:29:00.005+08:00

Hi people! Sorry for the lack of update. School is terrible but OpenHouse is fun. :D

DYSS Alumni at NY!
NYJC OpenHouse2011 0 SchoolOfLife
So yea, took part in Openhouse, sort of cool. Jus met random people that like anime too!
But i think the most happy thing is did a cosplay for JFire. I should consider that hair style. i think i look nice in it. ;D

As SA Akira Todou.

To Jfire : I think we did a great job! awesome people like you guys are totally loved. :3 heehee!

And jus want to state here , to my very busy photographer, Thank you for that awesome mini shot at NY! Pro jiu shi pro. :D On behalf of JFire, THANKS LOT!

But i still want the photo pls. -.="

GrapeVine Cafe, Bar and Restaurant.
Celebrated ETHEL'S belated 18 for her!

HAHAHA, I THINK SHE HAPPY LOR. for _____________ reasons. :X
Met up at Hub 1st before meeting Kurin at GrapeVine.
It is seriously a good place to chill. :D the drinks and service is totally good ok! Had fun with the 'I had/nv had' game with them, yea, so actually it is a 暴料 session. :D And also we complain how sad our life is and with all the %@^^% happening around us, we need someone among us to break our curse! :( (xD)

Photos!
Me Xueli and Birthday girl!
nana and me~
me and twinny!
kurin and me. :D
BIRTHDAY GIRL!
No matter what happen, we are always with you ok! hearts and kisses.

Girls like them are always loved. :)
Now with Ethel's big card done, i offically ran out of idea for their birthday! :(

So yea, school started, GREAT.
Isnt it 'awesome'? Like you get 7.30 lesson almost everyday (but hey, i like the go home early and alot of break part), need to take NAPFA soon (remind me about cutting my weight by 5 kg this yr), homework started coming up, need to show the class that OMFG econs vid.

But at least the awesome teachers remain (i want Nawandi though), CCA resume(aka meeting the awesome people session), alot of breaks ( yes, study and consultation session), the starting of orientation (soon, cant wait!), and yea, the coming of A lvl.

XiuYi this year shall try her best in everything, from GP to Econs, from JFire to Orientation, from Len Cosplay to A level, from 1023 to graduation.

Xiuyi Jiayou!
Kimmi Yunno signing off.
P.S. Surprisingly, everything is ok, jus, dun, anger me. AND i think PE department need to change their weighing scale! ah!!!

2011-01-01T15:33:00.002+08:00

HELLO 2011.

Time pass so fast yea! It's 2011 alr.
Looking forward to the new year of stress, fun, single(like a bosss!), no more F words from me, and yea, cosplay. :3

2010-12-30T21:13:00.002+08:00

Yes, if you are sharp enough. I removed my braces.

Nah, the braces aren't the key point. Here's my new year resolution.

Xiu's New Year resolution 2011

1) Saying it for the ga-zillion time, but yea, lose some weight.
2) Be more open-hearted.
3) Improve my GP, come on, give me a B!
4) Save money!
5) Meet up with my 409 more (yes, super guilty over no outing!).
6) Live 2011 to the fullest by learning one new hobby.
7) Be less violent.
8) Quit the using of F word.
9) Control my temper better.
10) Ignore those that should be ignore.

11) Made more friends! Esp at Orientation 2011!
12) TRY to be sporty.
13) Eat healthy!
14) Be more positive.
15) Yea, finally, stop crying.

I want _______________ for 2011!

1) One HTC phone please!
2) Lolita dress. Sounds crazy, but there are some that look awfully cute!
3) New hairstyle. Maybe a bang? :)

4) NEW BACKPACK. My adidas make me look nerd!

5) A decent A lvl cert.
6)Ka ching! Money money money~
7) Can i go japan? sounds selfish, but i really wants to go. :(

Concluding 2010: 2010 is generally, horrible.

I enter a new school, which found out that 'hey, all the things are fucking crap man'. Didnt fit in well. Not only that, i need to face certain people. ~~yea knows? petty people, annoying people, people that lack of some common sense~~

But at least i got to know some kind, fun and loving souls. Like Jfire and CNNY! Also some of the Junkers that are still in touch. Not forgetting Persley!

JC life sucks real bad, but getting use to it and ditching it anyway.

But yea,at least 2010 make me realise my girls are the best after all.
Really want to thank Francesca, Jolene, Rayna, Kurin, Xueli, Ethel, Wenzhen, Natalie, Rachel, Fiona, Weiting, Jennifer, and those that help me in anyways.

Oh, 2010 make me have straight teeth. *smile.

But i guess the only sad thing is what happen in June. Was rather sudden, not prepared for it. But yea, life goes on. What can we do?

Ok thats all! need to go settle some stayover stuff. Countdown cum stayover 2moro. Excited~
kimmi'

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Hi dad, it has been 6 months since you are gone.
As promised, i am living my life to the fullest here. Scored rather not bad for promo, i think you will be proud of me. If my grades maintain, and i push my GP abit harder, local Uni is not a prob. so dun worry ok! I will work hard in 2011! RP 75!
Have not kick my habit of spending, but i did some earning ok!
Mummy did 2 cosplay outfit for me for 2011! i think i will look ok in those. :)

Some changes in life, but not to worry, we are getting use to it. Adapting is our niche anyway.

So bless us ok! :D

Btw, just want to say I love you alot ok!

I really do, daddy. :)

Xiuyi'

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2010-12-26T19:18:00.006+08:00

SEE, I TOLD YA I WILL BE BACK! HEEEHEEE.
Sry for the delay. Work was..... fucking hell.
But quite fun! met cute ppl and funny ppl there. :D Made some friends. ^^

Oh, anyway, I made my SA uniform for OpenHouse! :D Look decent, though the tie can be more accurate. :/

Oh, I went to Batam with 1023 and 1036 for ISLE. :)
Quite fun, made friends with some 36 people, some kids over there, and yea, learn lot more.
*Awww, so cute!~
My friend Nisa!

Jus wanna thank 1023 for the fun over there!

yea, i really learn alot from the kids there. Bought back not only delicious snack from there, but also some..... lesson learnt.
Like try not to waste food, small kindness does make your day better, sometime do things your way is better, and yea, DUN BE AFRAID OF THE DARK OR TO BE ALONE.

Thats all for the trip. Most photo on FB alr. haha! But really, sort of inspired by Zhiying.
I want to do something like this for 409 too!

And i celebrated Xmas eve with a grp of 'i seriously dunno them' people. xD hahaha!
actually jus sort of dump onto them while we are walking ard. xD
Met the girls for present exchange. thanks ethel for the gift!
Too bad Xueli need to leave early. -pout-

heeheee, at Scape toilet when kurin trys to make herself less 'red-monkey'.

Thanks girls! :3 for making my Xmas eve nicer. :D
btw, photos by kurin and ethel, my pixxon is ill. :(

heehee, meet up with gee kang and chao for some shopping!
Ok, actually only I shopped. :P a day pass, i only bought a heel and a long sleeves from CottonOn. *shake head.

Treat them to maggie moo after making them walk to OC for my awesome heels. :(

Thanks girls! :D I know it's a horrible day. SO many people! X.x

I am REALLY sorry to be away for so long. Life after Promo is so busy with PW, then Holiday hmwk, THEN WORK, THEN ISLE. Didnt really have the time to fork out and blog. especially when u need to wake up at 7 to go suntec and stand for 10 hr, and go home at 12.
So yea, i really apologise. But NVM! 2011 i believe will be more exciting then 2010 (if can, happier and sweeter). Will post my 2010 reflections and 2011 resolution, SOON.

And oh, jus to mention, follow me on Tumblr! I am sort of... more active in blogging there. :D

well, i am sort of.... disappointed with myself. As in, a holiday pass, nothing really change. Everything still... so..... bland. Although i admit i feel like ~~punching and skinning some people alive~~ teaching some people some lesson, but, tsk, what can we do?
too foolish to realise, too stubborn to change, too childish to think.
Hope 2011 will be better. Less than 40 weeks, may things ~~be better~~ get better.
Or maybe, i shall jus take Gee advice.

Oh, 29DEC is coming! OMG. :D 4 yrs, for this day, i cant wait!

tsktsk, ok nothing to blog about. Life of a JC student, what you expect? boring lar!

But i am excited over 2011 cosplay plan! Starting with SA Akira, Kagamine Len of Vocaloid in AliceHumanScarifise ver, hopefully a Servant of Evil ver too.
Might tried out some characters for some events. but for now, yea, only 2 solid ideas.

Ok, gtg, i need do econs project. #%t#^#$
Kimmi'yunno.

2010-11-04T19:15:00.004+08:00

Hi world! Omg, i almost forgot to update this corner of mine. :D

So, MTL A Lvl is fucked up completely.
Anyway, i didnt write my compo well, and made like ~~ultra-fucking~~ careless mistake in P2. Guess i'm praying for a miracle? :(

*Our project!
And yea, Schools is so PWing.
PW until i wanna die alr. So glad it will be over soon!
Submitted our project up. Hope it will be well! :(

And yea, finally, the individuals part are done! :D No more editing or brain-juicing! :D

and yea, (hee) intro my grp-mate! heehee.
Well, jus wanna say : LAST LAP ALR! we shall jiayou for OP! :D
P.S. My groupmates have some fetish over Macdonald ice cream and yea, LittleFighter2. =.=

Speaking of OP, i dated ChaoNgin once to try out our OP script. While i was rehearsing (seriously)....
She took random photo of me! :(

*Poke-poke-poker face

?

TSK! I AM NOT THOSE DOLLS IN THOSE ARCADE MACHINE! :(

Awww, i am afraid of OP. Even though one of the PW-com ppl say my pace was ok.
Slow down Xiuyi, S.L.O.W D.O.W.N.

Countdown : 7 days to end of the 8 mths journey.

Oh, yea, went out with natalie karen and fiona. as a way to distract myself from Chi. :(
Watched the legands of the guardians! Quite nice, though i wanna watch The Insiders Game better. :D (tsk, karen is a anti-jap person! :( )
Took photos, (like duh.)

:D me and nat!

Messy hair. :(

me, karen, nat, and fiona. :D

Heehee! Totally love the day. i was laughing like some crazy aunty. tsktsk.^^

and i totally enjoy spamming karens phone with my photo. :DD!

anyway, karen was watching some cartoon with some boy in public. :D
i like her pose in this photo alot. ~.=

Oh yea, i deleted my Chatbox. Seems like there are spammers everywhere!

So yea, if u got any comment over my blog pls dump me an email. :D
Might revive blogger comment feature(which i hate using it for some reason).

ah, cant wait for holiday to be over. School is ok, still ok, cant wait for OGL recruit and SL trip. and you might wanna view my tumblr too, i am active there too!

shall end my post here and change the song. :D It is a good thing to follow some awesome Jap-music-lover on FB/tumblr/Youtube, you always got good song recommendation. ^^

如果爱情永远是两个人的世界，

没有第三者，没有过路客，没有旁人，没有谁，

只有你和他那温柔的拥抱，迷人的眼神，和那要永远爱你的决心，

世界，应该会比较美一点吧。

Kimmi'yunno.

如果，爱情是我想象的，就好。

2010-10-23T21:48:00.010+08:00

* So bad till i cant see the morning sun. :(
Hi world! Argh, the recent weather is so bad. :( the haze is making me sick! ><>

So, Sch was mainly PW.
Rushing WR like crazy wasnt a joke, every is quite dead, thanks to the weather too.
Did like 3 draft in a week. Hope this D9 cum final will be ok. :(

Next wed is the return of script, i hope everything will be ok.

* Anyway,
I MET UP WITH MY 409!
Awww, i miss them like hell! Sort of glad that majority came and yea, had fun.
Although i am a bit low for WR. -.="
Anyway, really really had serious laughter, esp at the PowXing resturant.
Thank you Karen for the entertainment. :D

1 yr gone, everyone gone into separated path, but, like always, i am glad and really happy to see that 409 still remember each other, and we still have the heart to meet up constantly.
Distance doesnt mean anything, for we are OneHeart, OneClass, One409.

And yea! I meet up with Jolene!
Suppose to be a jiemei outing one lor, dunno who move house move house cant come! :(
Aww, nvm lar, i am meeting her for AFA anyway. ^^

Shopping with Jolene was awesome! Bought my flip-flop (abit ex but make me 1 inch higher) and my tee. :D

Lets go out more often ok!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KURIN ANG!
HAHA! Sort of surprised Kurin, thank you ethel for your damn imba plan. xD
Heehee, happy birthday ok! :D the youngest one!

We went to eat prata and dessert. LOL. xD heehee! took pics and yea, someone share her anixousness regarding her trip! HEEHEEE.

5 together as one, and no matter what, be strong, for we are always here for you!
And, arh, girls, thanks for the egg prata. :P *shy.

And today, (so many birthday), i celebrate belated with Amira! HEEHEE
So long nv see her, her 傻大姐attitute nv change! LOL! still blur blur de. heehee!
*took photo with her. haha!

She look please with my present. :D

I always love you! :D

Ok bye people, like i said, i am more active on tumblr now.
Who knows, i might let this blog rot for awhile. ;P
anyway, my internet gone quite hay-wire, so yea, wouldnt update that much, but will still update! :D

Might blog more again 2moro. I wanna watch TV!
Ciaohs~

Kimmi'yunno.

2010-10-13T19:16:00.007+08:00

Hello! I am back~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
yea! it feels so so so so good to be back online. :D

SO, I SURVIVED PROMO.
Not in terms of result. but from the preparing to the doing of it. Sigh*
Have nothing to comment on the examination. Pretty sure i screwed up some paper. :(
Nvm, what done is done. Nothing i can do.
So lets jus wait and see. :)

Some time before promo - ChaoNgin and Rayna birthday celebration!
HAPPY 17 YOU TWO! :D
yea, so a bunch of us (Kurin Ethel Me Gee Rachel and Fiona) throw a surprise at PizzaHut. HAHA!

*tsk, 圆圆在说我坏话！

nice dinner, i know. :D

Then head to the J8 garden to slack, quite a good place for girls to get crazy.

me and kurin!

LoL. HEHEE!
Nah, didnt take much photo. Most of the photo are UP on FB. ;3

Anyway, here is someone cute to intro, XuanXuan!
Teehee, my 1 going 2 niece. So cute right! :DD

She like wafer...

And like to be princess! :D
HEE, kept me entertain during promo period.

It never failed to amaze me how kids can find happiness in such simple and easy stuff.
I remember playing hide-n-seek with her at the void deck. And she was like damn happy.
Kids, so cute!

Attended my cousin wedding on 101010.

me and mummy! :D look alike right? xD

I think we 2 sister look alike in this.

me and jie.

jie and mum!

The dinner was ok. More preoccupied with the chi paper next day instead.

ANYWAY,
I cleared up the blog,redo my tagbaord, create a tumblr, and yup, I AM ALIVE! *roar!
But maybe not again when my result is out. *sigh.
Dun think too much, think le also no use. Might as well enjoy now. :D while we chiong WR and yea, CHI. T.T must pai for a A no matter what.

Cant wait for present-hunting, Kbox on fri, and possible shopping on sat! Omg! I wanna buy heels buy tops buy short! gah.
Wallet, it is time for you to get skinny.

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The Xiuyi's damn qianbian list.

Top 8 things i am going to do IF i get promoted
1) Start study for block test straight away.
2) Apply for OGL
3) Work on OpenHouse Cosplay.
4) Diet, L.O.S.E S.O.M.E F.A.T.
5) Get myself a pair of decent fake lash.
6) GO OUT AND HAVE FUN; JIO ME PEOPLE.
7) Start baking stuff again! :D
8) Make study plan with other JC frens.

Top 5 things I am going to do IF i get retain
1) Withdrawal from school.
2) Go to Poly and apply for course major in either econs/chi/chem.
3) Burn my uniform.
4) Go to good news cafe and buy ice lemon tea. :(
5) Maybe, jus maybe, ~~suicide~~.

TOP 8 THINGS I AM GOING TO BUY
1) NYX cosmetic!
2) Fabric for my 'proposed' cosplay.
3) 2 demin short pls.
4) 1 nice top
5) 1 nice cardi.
6) Heel and slipper.
7) Hand craft stuff! :D
8) If can, vistlip [theater] album!

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Speaking of Vistlip (and the Jrock community), i think everyone is freaking sad that
1) Vistlip still MIA due to their accident in July. :((
2) 12012 DISBANDING! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!

Totally sadded, 12012! one of the greatest and nicest Jrock band! omg, what will happen to my Wataru? :(
~~damn those company~~, can someone start investing in the JRock music? There are fans around you know. -.="
Awww, damn sad, i jus wan Vistlip to return. :(

Ok, gtg, Need sleep for sch 2moro. Anyway, short hair is nice! but not short fringe. T.T

Kimmi'yunno.
P.S. Support my tumblr pls! :D

2010-10-12T20:58:00.001+08:00

PROMO.IS.LIKE.F*KING.OVER.

Cleared up, like my new skin! I edited the base-code but i kept the creator name. :D
I think i can survive with this skin for a long time. ^^
Update later, i going cut hair/make a tumblr/watch my anime!

Kimmi'Yunno.

2010-09-19T17:23:00.002+08:00

Notice:
Waitingforthesummerdawn.bs.com will be close from
20/9/2010 - 15/11/2010
for the annual exam-break and renovation.

Blog expected to be up and running by late Nov.
For now, please give her all the luck she needs to be promoted.

Kimmi'yunno
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hai*, 2 more weeks! Hope can get promoted. dun mind dropping phy, i really dun.
Anyway, revision is getting ok. Just that need to be more focused (Umi, stop distracting me. =( )
Hope for a straight pass.

Considering changing to livejournal or change the address. tsk. so indecisive of me regarding my blog.

anyway, JC people jiayou! and i promised to be back soon. SOON.

Kimmi'yunno.
Just, do it your way.

2010-09-16T23:21:00.002+08:00

*Sry, should have used today photo instead. =(*
Today was awesome! *spam love.

BigBig thank you to KURIN ANG, ETHEL CHENG, LEE XUELI AND RAYNA TAN.
For all i know now, even if the sky fall, the sea rise, the stars drop, the sun says bye,

At least i know there are still 4 crazy (but adorable and lovely) ladies behind my back and ready to give me a pat on my back. :) Thanks Ethel and Kurin for the surprise. Haha! Didnt expected that.

Should change to tumblr. Or livejournal for its 'password-secured' post system.

In short, life goes on. Feeling guilty for blogging instead of doing DC circuit or Phy 2007 promo. Tsk. Anyway, Vistlip songs never failed to cheer me up. :3.

Thats all folks, BYE. Kimmi'yunno.
*P.S. The next post will be a FINAL update before this blog is closed for Promo. (Yea, suck)

2010-09-08T18:15:00.007+08:00

Hello world. I kept my promise. (I think)
For JC people, it is holiday! OMG! finally. phew. But i didnt slack that much like i did in Sec sch. Only started a new series of anime, intro by Zhiling. Quite nice, anime fan pls try To Aru Kagaku no Railgun. =D

School is over! 1 week break. Finally have some time to catch up with my revision.
H3 econs/chem, pls wait for me, if i can.

*Snap shot of ppl in class (Neitzen, relax, there is no teacher in class. We are waiting for lesson.)

OH, me and fiona did a card for Natalie's Birthday! =DD

heehee, she and her sun. =D

messy messy, but the end product is nice! =3
Anyway, natalie! hope u like it! =D

Some random days- MrChua Birthday

Like i mentioned, it is MrChua birthday! happy birthday! LOL. Anyway, he is the 1st teacher i know that is 'addicted' to anime, like me.
P.S. jus that he like OnePiece.=(
Anyway, happy birthday MrUmChoi. (again)

Some snapshot.

me and jonea. =D

Huh? Oh, Clifton carrying Bryant. =D

Some days nearer TEACHERS DAY!
Zoom to Deyi after NY's fun and nice performance. Yea, i am hooked up to LadyGaga BadRomance. xD hahaha!

only took photo with MrAng. =( hhaha! anyway, he is awesome. Miss physics lesson with him and 409'09. (...)

Head off to lunch, (photo on FB as taken by Weiting). Super funny. Trying to find a place that can contain like 10+ ppl. haha!

Studied with Jennifer (L)! heeheee, sort of have a small talk and yea, i miss her! =(

Meet up with niners again, head to ChompChomp(currently, BANNED by me)
*Snapshot everywhere.

This photo is liked by me!

My apology
NAH, if some people out there are thinking i am going to say Sorry to that fucked up uncle. NO WAY.
This is an apology to my niners who are there. It was suppose to be a nice reunion, but ah, sorry, didnt expect like things to be disturbed by some rude ass. Sorry! anyway, next time, lets go somewhere more 'private', like KBox? LOL. Jus somewhere that can contain 20-30 ppl. LOL.

Seriously, adults are acting so fucking ass that i dun wanna grow up anymore.
I think we, the uncle, and those aunty/uncle/fucking-boliao people on ***** should reflect.

Tagges-
Weiting: haha, not yet, thinking though. Maybe removing tagboard and put something else.

I have nothing to say anymore. Adults are jus so.... argh!
If only you were here. At least someone will protect us.

有很多话要说，但说了，好像没什么帮助。

*5 min later.

I think i know what to say.
Daddy, i miss you.

Kimmi'yunno.

2010-09-06T19:41:00.003+08:00

OK, I WILL BLOG ON WED. PROMISE.

Chi hmwk undone + intensive maths required + Chem and phy revision + Study-till-siao Econs revision + Someone-save-my-GP revision = life now.

well, i guess the eqn sort of describe my life now. Got to msg Karen again about wed study plan. Dunno if it is my phone or her phone prob. =\ hope can meet up + study!

Project work was ok today! manage to cut words like crazy, u guys should see bryant and william and samuel expression when the words drop to 4K. wahahaha.

Didnt catch any new anime! =\ gonna try and catch summer war though. and yea, download more song before i hibernate for promos.

Adults are weird creatures, i dun get them, i really dont. argh, i should spam all my fucked-up feeling on wednesday.

need to run for chi. i wanna chiong finish my compo. *cry.
Kimmi.yunno.

2010-08-27T22:28:00.003+08:00

Take a leap forward to the unknown, or stick to the familiar past.
which path will you take?

Gah, life is.... boring. Took some photo during MrChua birthday celebration; but phone is in insane mode. Like the owner, it can only accept things, not releasing them.

Procasting myself to study. Sort of worked i guess, especially focusing on your work is the only way to escape this vicious cycle. shall not say out how much i do, or else people yepyepyep behind my back.

I guess i know the reasons why i jus CANT adapt to this fu-ked up JC system.
1) Lectures
1 person to hundreds of student; quite effective and productive i guess, but how much 'feeling' can we get? Like absolute no bond with those lecturers in the fornt.

(...) On the other hand, when such method can make many students get A and make the school have a better 'future', who cares?

2) The meet-more-and-more-and-more-people theory
Well, not that i dun enjoy this (in fact, i enjoy it! it is like saying hi to someone every 50m of the corridor.), but it is the.... i duno, sincerity?

BTW, it had been a long time since i slap someone high5, give someone a big hug, take photo of life, and yea, telling someone about my life.
If life revolves studies and gaining knowledge without learning the skill to be more sincere, communicate better, and loving someone better, i rather become someone poor, not that wealth, ignorant, but at least i am able to love someone better.

3) Yes people, welcome to reality.
1 yr ago, i thought: reality isnt that bad. true, u have fu-ked up system that force and drill u to be better, but at least u have fun with those bunch of people u love and loved u.

Well, all i could say now is that reality is something you got to face everyday, not matter how badly u are punched in the stomach by some passer by during the day. By the end of the day, if u are still sane, give yourself a pat on the back. Since there is no one to pat ur back for you.

Not that i dun like my life now, i am jus magnifying the flaws, trying to pick little problem so that i can convince myself that life in the past is better.
People have flaws and talents; not all people are perfect dude.
So i shall try to accept ppl flaw (Eg. super super low EQ, insensitive comment, over-confident, over-praise by others, and yea, acting ***e). While i am trying to find my talent to polish it and my flaw to correct it.

Btw, DILLIGENT is NOT a TALENT.

Someone told me she feel that the one that love me will appear soon.
i doubt it, seriously. People always go after the best, dont they?

If only i am 10% more dilligent, 15% more fluent in my speech, 20% skinny, 25% more talented, 30% more determine to take dance again, 35% smarter, 40% more in my features, 45% more fair, and 50% richer.

Greedy, i know, but arent we all the same?

Ok, stopping here. Considering making this a private blog. Hits are so low.
Anyway, people, if u think i am talking about u here, pls dun. Jus come clarify with me.
I only snap people here if they bite me and i manage to bear the pain.
Usually, if the snap was too hard, i will jus try insane. and i dun think you guys have seen it, yet.

Kimmi'Yunno.-
一番綺麗な私を抱いたのはあなたでしょう.
You were the one who held the most beautiful me.
愛しい季節は流れて　運命と今は想うだけ.
Spending those precious seasons together must have been fate.
P.S. Maybe, a hug will help, like really.

2010-08-22T22:14:00.002+08:00

This picture TOTALLY describe my feeling now.

From left to right:
Love
Yes, being in love with Umi and Wataru can be veryvery hard, but it is ok.
Umi look ultra cute (Tohya is cuter, but... too femine? LOL!) in Vistlip Behind-the-scene video on Youtube (gah! if only they were subbed.) and Wataru look freaking ~~pretty~~ ~~sexy~~ nice on PVs.
Even my grandma argee Umi look nice! xD

Tired/sleepy
Imagine u slept 4 hours daily, ONLY. Some sleep lesser, but i dunno. 4 hr is @$@!%@#%#%@% to me. Nvm, shall bear with it until end of Nov. At least my suffering will be lesser.
Have been staying up later for Phy test and Promos, PLEASE, LET ME PASS.

Sunny!
well, the more obvious reason is that PW FINALLY has some breakthrough. Personally, i think it is an improvement. At least with this, we can stuff the mouth of the P-com ppl by 50%. hope can be accepted.
Another reason is i manage to study for test and promos, watch my anime and read my monthly manga, stay in touch with something call FASHION and yea, WATCH MY VISTLIP! xD

Rainy
Ok, more of a storm. Next week is flooded with test.
Omg, somehow, i dread Phy. hmm, maybe it is becos someone accidentally hurt my degree of intelligence by suggesting i should go for tuition. H.A.H.A.

I hope i make myself clear, IMO, tuition are for people that really really really need help (or, so rich that they think spending a few hundred away is, i dunno, NOTHING?).
Not that i am saying tuition is bad, but..... sry, i dun wanna spend my time revising things with strangers. Studying alone and seeking for help may be better for me.
I will seek the holy-light-of-tuition when i need it. Thanks for your concern, someone-whos-statues-OBVIOUS-dun-suit-tuition.

ENTHU!
Yea! 2 more week to sep holiday! i can finally, stay at home and focus!
Anyway, found out i didnt forget about some maths and some chem. (!!)
Yes, jiayou jiayou jiayou, Your NUS waiting.

ANGRY/RAGE
Fuck. thats all i could say.
Dunno why, even listing all the things that make me happy now, i still wanna say:
Fuck you world.

Argh, i use to smile even in the storm.
Where is that strength then?

Kimmi'yunno
P.S. Someone, give me the push. Now.

2010-08-16T19:56:00.005+08:00

See? I promised although i was ~~fucking~~ Pissed to max with PW jus now.
I think all JC ppl argee with me. Without PW, there are still at least some days of sunshine. -.="

Before i start on anything, I wanna declare something.

I realise, i need to be honest, to everyone, all my love.
It has only been less than 2 weeks. OK, make it 2 weeks.
I found out that i am in love.
....
...
..
.
..
...
...
WITH UMI!!!!!!!!! GAH!

HE IS THE FREAKING AWESOME FROM VISTLIP. AHHAHHAHAH!
Oh my, his PV is so addictive. =3. Umi!

Ok, so i recently fall in love with Vistlip, Some kick-ass band that is on haitus as they got into an accident. =X
oh well, they will recover! They must! I wanna see Umi guitar playing again! i wanna listen to Tomo ~~sexy~~ sweet voice! xDD *insert fangirl scream

Umi of Vistlip is loved!

National Day- Outing with love!
Heehee, went out with Jolene and Francesca. Oh man, i really miss them.
But, argh, i was late. T.T

SORRY FRANCESCA AND JOLENE! I PROMISE AND SWEAR NEXT TIME WE GO OUT, I WILL WAKE UP SEBEH EARLY.

Walk around, i dun think i bought alot of thing, but i kept stealing food from Jolene. heehee. =D
Took some photo.~

heehee, i love them!

So, schools starts, and oh boy, how boring it is! But it is ok, cos.....
I HAD A MINI REUNION WITH GEE! =D
Actually is me and chaongin meeting her only, then we dragged YuanYuan and Gee's mum along too. xD
Dinnered at Sumo house. OH MY GOD, WE MEET KAREN AND BENJAMIN. heehee!
Pictures~

Cheers!

Food!

Eek, stupid, take my photo!

Karen kang act cute!

aww, that night was A-W-E-S-O-M-E. is like i relive myself as a niner again. Not that i am not proud to be a NYJCian, i am seriously, not proud. Like i mention before, i think it is the time, environment and people factor. As in, you can never, EVER, find someone with...

Gee laughters,
Karen jokes,
Benjamin epic reaction over science,
Fiona ~~yuan-ness~~ 'cute-ness',
Chaongin lameness,
and that Brandon-smile that gee was commenting about. xD

Ok, i admit, class is getting more and more fun, if you look at it without your spect. Shall enjoy and study hard then.

Tagges-
Chaongin : Heeehee, i dunno my chinese so pro siah. Even HMT ppl say nice! xD erherh, i dunno? xD
Francesca: Of cos! it is nv enough! shall we meet up soon again? We meet at night lar, then i confirm wouldnt be late. we meet for studies on boh? xD
Natalie: ERH! I MISS YOU MORE! =( I MISS U HUGE HUGGES! T.T
Gee: nahnah, it is ok, jus remember, kick those assh*les away and that there is always 409 behind u! I love Geee!
Amira: I miss you too! T.T MEET UP! RAWR!

Took some test back, Vectors was ok, i am 9% more to my A. for my maths CA. T.T argh.
must start studying alr. no time! PW is eating up my time like some greedy asshole!

Found out i am getting stupider. didnt do much tutorial, get my answer wrong, and yes, jus a plain, stupid moron. argh, i jus wan to study. Study study study. Go exam hall, get a grade that can promote, then i say BB to this fucked up J1 life.

I shall meet up with my love one for study plan soon. =3.
I shall study for Promotional exam.
I shall TRY and pass GP.
I shall pass promo. (ok, i TRY!)
gtg, i wanna study physic, maybe edit my PW, AGAIN!
anyway. jus to promote Vistlip, check out their song 'Strawberry Butterfly'.
Weird name, but awesome music. (L)

Vistlip- Strawberry Butterfly May 12 Single.

and i love them so much now that i can see them everytime i open my mozilla! =D
hehee. Ok, gtg, my physics notes are calling me~

Kimmi'yunno.
The word, is TRY.

2010-08-16T00:22:00.002+08:00

I SWEAR SWEAR SWEAR SWEAR SWEAR, I WILL TRY TO BLOG 2MORO.

Cultural day + Unfinished tutorial + F*cked up PW + 48 days to promo = Nice one, good game, i am a goner.

Will try update ok? While i chiong my part on PW 2moro.

Kimmiyunno.
P.S. I love Umi of Vistlip! =3

2010-08-09T23:22:00.002+08:00

Argh, Kids that take things/event/stuff for granted are just..... SHIT.

Today was ok! Cut short cos love wasnt feeling well. =( Take care ok! GO SEE DOCTOR! =(
Hope to go out more often. =D with our school work crashing onto us. -.=" I LOVE YOU! and sry for making you wait. T.T

Anyway, yea, like mention above, Kids that take things for granted and wanted more sucks. Sucks to the epic core i mean. It is ok you know, yes, keep taking, take ALL OF THE things u want, boys, attention, schwork, committment, attention. YES, TAKE, TAKE THEM ALL.
TAKE ALL ALL ALL ALL OF THEM.

Jus, do it behind my back. Seeing such stuff really annoys me.
Shall study alr. No time for such... people.
Will update more 2moro. If i can. I need to study for CHINESE. -.="

Ciaohs, Kimmiyunno.

2010-08-06T23:36:00.006+08:00

* I love them!
HELLO EARTHLINGS!
In any case you are wondering,
YES. I AM A HAPPIER GIRL BECOS I MEET UP WITH MY DEAREST PPL TODAY!

Ok, but NY comes 1st. -.="
Actually can pon-ed the whole thing since i taking part in YOG torch relay on Sun. But decided to go there and slack.

*geeh, should have stay at home, study econs, and go back to Deyi at 9 for the leadership handover. =\\

Was at floorball with 23, won 1st round but erh..... nvm.
Anyway, it was a good game! Good job 23 in the various game, ~~even though i only stay there and.... do nothing~~.
I cant even play ball game well with my hands, so with additional stuff is... no thanks.

Happy fiona! =D

Then, AFTER ALL THE CHAOS AND SIAONESS, i finally went back home.
Sort of crazy lar, i went to MsTan MrAng MsNg MsChew MrsGan class. Wasnt acting normal.
But sort of glad that MnD have a good and solid dance leader, deyi still look 'decent', and all are well.
UNCLE TIONG IS STILL SO NICE. =D

Hope can see more ppl on TeachersDay!

*snapsnap`
Me and Lovely Francesca! *muacks~
Me and Wenzhen! =D
yesyes, me and my daugther. xD
xD
Triangle love? 0.0
KURIN LOVE AND ME!

Hang around for awhile and head to bubble tea store for the famous cup-rice and bubble tea! I miss the aunty! =(

Stay there and wait for Ethel and Rayna. HEEHEEE. WE CRAP AND GOSSIP WHILE THE AUNTY LISTEN, jus like the old days~

Moved to hub.

Head to Bishan again....
Then kurin leaved us! Cos she got class at 5. =(
*pat head.

Stay at library and take photo.

Watched The Last Airbender with Rayna and Ethel.
Free this weekend (YES! 5 DAYS!)? PLEASE, GO WATCH!
Ok, the acting really really sucks, i really dislike how... fake the water-bender was. Jus, bland and bland. and i jus hate the part i got myself into another 'MANY MOVIE FOR ONE STORY' mess. Thank you. The 'Book 1' scene in the start of the movie REALLY warned me.

But thank you, plotline, sound effect, computer effect and all the kungfu that save this movie.
IT IS REALLY NICE.

Aung was really adorable, so does our Xiao-JY, and yea, i enjoyed the movie.
Nice effect, nice storyline, nice graphic, the story is really engaging, esp if u watch the animated series. Or like those power that allows you to blow roof -top/freeze ppl/make water dance/make a small rock out of other of stomping and sounding(?).
Bottom line : Yesyes, it was hated by American critic cos AUNG WASNT ASIAN! But oh well, he is cute. =3. heehee! Rayna go crazy over him. But Singapore critic gave it 3 stars, so i think it worth your $6.50?

I even like Momo for goodness sake. -.=" so go catch it if u can!

Stay at J8 roof-top for some hours of crap.

Yes, i enjoyed today. Although to some it is boring/crap cos i kept going to J8/AMK with my girls.
But it is not the venue that matters, it is the people. =3
And yea, dun wanna go those nice area with UNIFORM. -.="
GIRLS, SHALL WE WATCH STEP UP 3 IN 3D TOGETHER AND GO SHOPPING? =)

Tagges-
Chaongin: Which one? 1st para or 2nd para? xD wah, i dunno my Chinese that powerful!
Weiting: Me not Aung, or avatar. I dun have power to move Deyi's earth to Dover. Plus, Very far leh! xP.

Awww, today brings back memories.
To some it may seem so.... insignificant and yea, laughed. But, to me, Deyi is MY HOME. Not matter how badly some schools are trying to take over it, i still love Deyi and 409 more than anything. It is hard to forget happy things. Serious.

The old staircase, old tutorial room, old this and old that, the teachers, the canteen food, the toilets (yes, they have mega mirror) and yea, jus, the school itself.
People may STILL BE MISSING. But, lets not forget the not-so-far-away teachers day.

Shall not talk much alr.
Say so much, hint so much, do so much, talk so much, everything still goes on without you. So might as well save up your breathe and walk on.
Well, it is not entirely our fault. Some people ARE EQ-less you know.

人因梦想而伟大，人因理想而现实。
人因现实而绝望，人因绝望而自弃。
人们远大的抱负和理想，反而丑化了原本无暇的世界。
在这个现实，腐败，‘寒冷’，偶而绝望和猖獗的世界，你，还看得见自己吗？

If only we have jus A BIT more time. Things will be better. I think.
讲这样多也是废话。Should stop here.

58 more days to promo, i have revision to do, new topics to cover, tutorial and JFire stuff to do.
Need to clear Maths & Econs 2moro, study GP, revise.... Chem and yes, do Phy TYS. And of cos, running!

Ciaohs~ GTG, my bed is calling. xD
Kimmi'yunno.
I'll see that same profile over and over, hear those same words over and over.
Am I the only one who thinks just living is sad? - AquaTimez, Velonica

2010-07-30T22:14:00.005+08:00

Hello world.

I am just DRAINED after so many days of busying with..... absolutely nothing.

No idea, feel like a zombie nowadays. BUT I AM NOT AT MY PEAK.
School work (well, expected) is boring, but i am jus super glad the current Maths and Phy lecturers ARE EXTREMELY GOOD. Take a look at the thermal lect and the current G.Field one.

Major Major differences.

Watch Inception with Rayna, didnt understand the story, esp about the building and all the wonderful crap.

But it is nice, exciting, and set you thinking.
As in, thanks to THIS MOVIE, i kept having the concept that everything is a dream, so even if i die/failed an exam/did something wrong/nothing goes smoothly, i jus need to open my eyes, wake up, and forget everything.

Ah, forget, this is reality, u sleep, wake up, still need to face this ~~fucked-up~~ world.

And i jus love my New Thumb-drive. =3

tagges:
Weiting : Hello girl! Jiayou in life ok! Keep your spirit up, and see ya on 6AUG!

Life is totally sucked-up. Look at my post! so bland, no photo, NO LIFE!
Gah. Dunno if it is PMS or jus simply bad-mood. Nowadays everything seems to be so uninteresting, boring, and biased.

Oversensitive?

Got back MidYr result, surprising ok. I need to make that underlined S to a E. within... 64 days.
NICE, THANKS ALOT NANYANG.
I need to start studying already. T.T I need to be at my secondary sch state when after finishing all work i still feel unstatisfied, still hungry, still despire, still greedy for more practice. Jus practice after practice after practice.

Never be content, never be happy, jus kept improving.- Unknown.

No more FB alr, Sry pal! =(

人就是这样吧：说一套做一套。
No that someone is trying to be annoying out there, but, argh, i cant stand their immaturity.
Really, you guys REALLY THINK that way will help you in anyway?
IMO, it jus shows how immature and childish u guys are.

Wake up moron, don irritated me with you big theory of a happy world with little worry or that all problem in this world can be solved with a few..... ~~idiotic~~ words.
If adding some 'honey' to your speech can make ppl listen to you better, Iran dont need nuclear weapon and N.Korean dun need to send out rocket to threaten neighbouring country.

Jus added honey, everything solved, WORLD PEACE.

Ever after since mid yr end, did alot and alot of thinking.
Well, you cant blame them. They never experience the pain, the desire, the despire.
I never have such thing before, but (i assume) they had.
Thats why, for this this and that, i will endure the pain, the desire to statisfied my crave.

Disappointed, i thought you were different.
In the end, humanity is still the same. Superficial, biased, subjective, and simply, naive.
If thats your choices, fine. Go ahead.
I shall treat myself as a blind lady for the past 6 mths.

一切，只是我单纯和幼稚的幻想。谢谢观音玛保有，我醒了。
不再把自己锁在梦境，不再祈求一些不重要的琐事。
现在，我只要我自己。

高高站在顶峰的王者，永远不知山脚下的人的辛苦。
但，王者不知道的是，脚下的人，可以凭着自己的力量，从山脚爬到顶峰。
然后，把王者从顶峰推下，并自己称王。

OK! gtg read up more on Cold war, Taliban and Mason for my GP.
GP grade, you are very sick now, so pls recover soon with some News Panadol, or i will force Drilling-practices Antibiotic to your body.

Kimmi;yunno.

2010-07-25T12:02:00.002+08:00

I SWEAR, I WILL BLOG NEXT WEEK.

U guys cant imagine how horrible life is now.
Bounded to Econs on a SUNDAY, having 2 test next week, and i haven get back my EOM for correction/editing/RE-DOING. And i am suppose to hand it up on FRI. -.="

And JFire is getting busy, but i am glad that it is! Must show that we are not slacker. =D *teehee

Xiuyi will jiayou, and will blog ALOT next week.
Realise alot of things, so many things happen, so many... sad + happy things.

Jiayou ppl! GO STUDY ECONS LAR.
Xiuyi'
我发现，我好像不再爱你了。

2010-07-18T20:15:00.006+08:00

Hello world! =D
Some updates~

Chem is gettinng more and more interesting. School life is ok, jus everything is quite rountinal and, boring. JC student need some flame/bomb in their lives.

Of course, i am definitely NOT talking about Exam/CommonTest Bomb. -.="
Grade for Midyr is better than expected. Some sub was better, some of the grades look like a miracle.
Anyway, the one ~~damn ass~~ sub left is E-C-O-N-S. Havent you torture us in Lectures alr? -.="
Hope Econs will be ok.

I WOKE UP AT 5.30 AM ON SOME FREAKING SUNDAY MORNING!
To attend the Family BigWalk at MarinaBay. =D

Was too tired/Missed my bed too much, cant really know what happen to my surrounding.
But took some photos when i am still, well, 'awake'.

me and mummy!

Pretty ladies~

Walking walking walking.

Singapore flyer! I shall go visit one day. =)

Sands does have a nice building though.

CBD!

Anyway, i dont mind joining more of such event. Lets try! From BigWalk to BigRun to Marathon to TRILATHON (?)!
heehee. I shall cut fats then.

tagges:
Francesca- JIAYOU TOO! I MISS YOU LIKE FREAKING HELL. T.T francesca~~~
Huiyee- Hello dear! =D Hows TP life? xD

YEAYEAYEA! 12012 ALBUM SEVEN IS OUT!
It is raw, sexy, rock, and simply A-W-E-S-O-M-E. U can hear those scream and madness behind those song. Madness of humanity that is.
You jus need to LOVE WATARU VOICE, TOURU FREAKING CUTENESS AND yea, the true meaning of their song.
* OKok, wataru english IS NOT that perfect. But is super... unique! =D super wataru style!

Wataru, is, LOVED.

Anyway, SOSOSOSO many thing happen. Thunder storm here and there.
I jus want everything to be over
Like those normal days. Joke joke with everyone, play play with anyone.
I am confused by the actions of many people. Some disappointed too, some is jus, ARGH!

For whose sake do I endure the rail that others continue to walk upon? -Miyawaki Wataru, Taiyou/The Sun

有没有想过飞翔的滋味
有没有想过自由的滋味

疯狂中寻找消失的理智
绝望中找寻成灰的理想
可否想过他们是否存在
还是只是一个幻想而已

被现实捆绑，心痛了吗？
被世界遗弃，心碎了吗？
被真实欺骗，心裂了吗？

童话美丽的结果不存在
王子并没有亲吻公主
现实中所谓的童话故事
只不过是欺骗人而已

大家结果，还不是一样
心碎了，心裂了，心痛了
大家还是拿着自己的面具
度过每日每周每年

飞翔自由飘扬和童话，
不知从何时开始，
已变成了梦里的一部分....

Define me a dream.

Sigh* i need to go pack my bag and check if i got do my hmwk for 2moro. zZz.
night world.

Xiuyi.
大家最后还不是同各样。

2010-07-14T21:24:00.002+08:00

爱你不是拥有你。

四年前的这番话，想不到四年后，又派上用场。
只不过，听着句话的人，不是同一个。

就让我在黑暗中，默默看着你幸福吧。
至少，我可以当你的最后最后的依靠。

眼前没有美景，只有一条长的没有终点的路。
所以，我很庆幸，至少我还有机会认识了你。

Kimmi'yunno.

2010-07-09T23:26:00.003+08:00

*Me and Ethel.
Hey world! Felt so clean up after changing a skin that is ok for Mozilla and IE!
Life is SO, SO, SO busy. The week was insane! Ask any NYJC J1 student. tsk. PW com is making life ~~fucking~~ horrible for us.

Anyway, On youth day, had fun with Rayna and Ethel for we watched ECLIPSE!
It was a fun day. (for Jacob is so, so hot.)

Eclipse was awesome.
Okok, of course the book was better. Edward is like 100X more charming in words than real life. =\
But nobody can deny that Jacob is hottter than Edward. haha! More action in Eclipse, and yea, even the new vampire army has some nice guys too. (xD)

After the movie, head for MOF with FrancescaTan! OMG. I miss her. =(
talk bullshit and crap. I miss all the anime and cosplay talk with her. =(
Anyway, we shall meet up more often hor? xD

School = SIAO.
Ok, so we abandon studies after Midyr (Yea!) and started on the horrible PW WR. (.... Can i go back to the time when i need to rush from lecture to tutorial and tutorial to lecture? Please?)

Anyway, it is..... jus 'awesome'.
It make me miss my bed more, make my com hang till siao, make me know how to use words better. I slept like 3+ hour daily from tues to thurs jus to chiong WR.
Nice? NO! Not only i sleep 3+hour daily, i need to face stupid people that ~~obviously~~ didnt know that i can sue them slander. Come on lar, u REALLY think Poly easiler than JC? Wait until all those poly ppl throw eggs at u. TSK.

And yes, i am offended that u asked me 'Do i come from earth?' when i, well, didnt read instruction. Ouchh. But it doesnt mean that u can shoot us like nobody ~~fucking~~ business.
If i dont come from Earth, then u come from Pluto. ~~bitch~~.

Tagges-
Jennifer: OMG! JENNIFER! I MISS YOU! =(

I am so excited over 12012 new album next week, my JFire events and my possible Cosplay! xD
heehee. ok lar, took back Maths and GP. Passed both on the dot. TGVM.
well, but this still means i need to buck up so that i dun ~~retain~~ haha. Choy, touch wood.

Ok, gtg! I wanna sleep and yes,I LOVE MY BED.

*me and jonea.
Night world. I shall retire for the night.

Kimmi'yunno. when life is a bitch.
Looks like she become a part of ur life alr....So, GameOver for me. Time to back out.

P.S.也许，世界那么不完美的原因，是因为世界缺少了尊重吧。

2010-07-05T00:19:00.005+08:00

Hello world! Sry for this super lousy update.
Was rather busy at home and then got some bloody midyr. Tsktsk. This explain the lack of update and photos.

Anyway, Thanks all for their love and concern. We will be ok. =D
the news came as a shock to me. but after that i learnt to accept it and well, 'trying' to adapt it.
We will be ok. I think. =P
I will study hard to make him proud of me.

Then came the ~~fuck~~ ass after holiday midyr. Argh. Stupid school.
Anyway. I find all the paper ok-ok.
But..... well, i heard econs was x.X, maths is T.T, chem is 0.0, and phy is @.@.
haha! so, jus waiting for teh result to come lor. I dun really give a damn anymore.

After Friday (omg, F-king long. Chi + phy = 8-5!), i went to meet my DEAREST GIRLS.
miss them to the max! Had dinner and koi and took ga-zillion photo. ALL ON FB. =D
I miss my girls. And the night is awesome with jus random crap, heart-to-heart-talk, and the 'yea, lets zilian' feeling.

I love them. *spam love.

COSFEST WAS AWESOME! I bought some anime stuff there, and yea, something for francesca. =) heehee, saw nice cosplayer, but too many same character. heehee.
Anyway, had plans with cassandra and zhiling alr! hope the plan can work. =D

Had a fun day at Cosfest, and is looking forward to more JFire event! xD

Watch eclipse with ethel and rayna today. Twilight is still the best, new moon still ok-ok.
Eclipse is rather... exciting. And i jus so love jacob and edward's dad. (*grin)
Then had dinner with francesca tan! *muacks. Miss her like crazy.
talk and bullshit about life, and of cos, sharing her with my 12012. =D

I miss her! T.T

Anyway, there are a few reason why i am keeping my post short for this week.
#1: I have school at 7.30 2moro. Damn.
#2: Freaking tired from all the exams and outing, I wanna my sleep before the PW torture began.
#3: I wanna catch FMA last ep! T.T

12012 album out on 14 July! =D cant wait! teehee! Wataru is loved!
ok. gtg, FMA!

kimmi'yunno. Will try and update more on Sat. =D

2010-07-03T00:56:00.000+08:00

YESYES. MY BLOG IS DUSTY I KNOW.

Shall renovate it soon. =D Jus, keep a lookout for my new blog! =D

So many things happen. I need some time to clear things 1st. Please be paitent ok?

Kimmi'yunno. =D

2010-06-07T20:39:00.013+08:00

Hello world! Sry for this damn lag update. Holidays here, bad and good new, and i nid more time. =( . gah, haven touch on my MYE revision! =(

Deyi 30th birthday!
Happy birthday DEYI! =D heehee. Was invited to attend the ceremony. =)
Took SOME pics, but have a fun time there. Talked with SO many ppl i missed, i loved.
Deyi is still my love. =)

___________________________________
Dear Deyi,
I am really glad that u accepted me 4 yrs ago. 4 yrs ago, i was a dishearted, lost and miserable soul stuck to my 'lousy' PSLE grade. U accepted me and my fellow fren (karen and nana), and u accepted me as A WHOLE.

I always remember the 1st few word MrsChua said.
'In deyi, we follow our believe that no one is left behind, and i hope u guys, the new batch of Deyian, remember it. Welcome to Deyi'

5 simple word, yet it make me a deyian instantaneously.

Here, i wanna thank Deyi for allowing me to know my fellow true and wonderful friends that understand, accept and love me as who i am. I met My jiemei, Francesca and Jolene, My girls, Ethel Kurin Xueli Rayna Karen Wenzhen Chaongin Jennifer, My Dancemate Amira(!) and Beautrice. I met wonderful ppl like Weiting Fiona Rachel SeeMin Lixuan Rebecca Benjamin Brandon Alyssa and many many more ppl taht change my life in one way or another. and of cos, CH.

Of cos, i make me realise that i am more than what i think.

I had 4 awesome great yrs in Deyi, and i really have fun and am really happy to know your group of awesome and caring teachers, mainly MrAng, MrsAng, MsFoo, MrHiew, MsTan, MsNg, MdmChen, and many more that guide me. Of cos, you make me realise that i love dancing. Although i am taking a 2 yrs break, it doesnt mean my dance journey stop here. I LOVE DANCE, and i came to know this fact thanks to you. Thank you for letting me know MrRickySim(the most awesome dance teacher with mushroom head), MrWangDa(for burning my passion), and MrSoh. And the ever loving MrsLee! =D

Happy birthday Deyi, and THANK YOU for letting me know this group of extraordinary grp of people that change my life. And Thank you for caring me, loving me.
I may have graduate, but i will always love you.

Love, Xiuyi, class of 409'09.
*P.S. Of cos, i love the ppl i mention too!
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me and SeeMin!

YUANYUAN! =D

of cos, me and my beloved Wenzhen. =D

Brandom making his speech. =D

aww, wished i had more time at there to talk to the teachers. =(
Anyway, head to Pepper lunch for Lunch before GP exam.

=D

NANA TOU-PAI WO!

xD.

GP exam = screwed. Dun talk about it alr.

Band concert!
Went to band concert with 1023 girls. =D was a fun day!
head to far east to shop 1st.

teehee. Bought my emily wallet. =D

Took a cab VCH, obviously, road-noob like us dunno the way!

meet up with jacklyn~

SAW MY JENNIFER! =D

heehee, good jon NY band! =D really like the concert.

Hungry, we head to TheCentral at C.Q for pasta~
took super random pic there.

haha.
It was a fun night. really. =D

Chinese oral was.... ok
I think i did ok, jus that i will talk SLOWLY AND SOFTER during A's.

SCANDAL~~~~~~~~~
(lol, ok, jking.)
Head to some queenstown area to get our class tee.

Jonea and me! =D

After that, was no play time! i had media camp to worry about. argh.
But i was fun, get to know like 4 ultra-cute SengKang Sec ppl. xD haha!
MAke me feel so old. =(

Anyway, their hard work paid off, and won!

Congrats! =D

heehee, me and amanda. =D

Anyway, had a good experience as game master, jus that i must give clearer instruction. GAH!

After MediaCamp Day2, i went and meet Xueli love!=D
AWWWW, SHE GAVE ME A HAND MADE CARD! =) so touched!
Seeing the photos make me wonder how much my life would SUCKS if i haven meet her. =D

I really love LeeXueli! =D

took photos. But my mood(yes, i was pissed + sadded that day) sort of drown the whole thing.
=(. sry~ i worsen ur day!

XiuXiu will love her X twinny Xueli! =D

Attend SAJC band mini concert.

JENNIFER is AWESOME! =D haha.

Anyway, had this bonding session with KAREN KANG. ahaha!

Nice dessert + nice long long talk + Karen = heart-warming. =)

Tagges:

Huiyee- haha! Thanks for dropping by! Jiayou in studies and MAINTAINING our blog! =D

Natalie - I MISS U TOO! =( AWW! I MISS YOUR HUGGES! T.T nvm, SAT SAT SAT! i willl hug u like kolar bear! =D

Racchel- haha, of cos, the girl i met at SAJC concert right? =D

Awww, will be more slack in updating my blog. Need to study and improve my grades alr. =(

and some incident this week sort of sadded me.

I know i am not that good in it, there is no need to say it in such manner. Well, maybe you dunno me well enough.

If my girls are there, they will encourage me instead.

Maybe thats the reason why you, till now, are still not there yet. Never expected u to be there, and u will never be there.

Maybe it is time to reflect on that mouth of urs soon.

有时候，有一种‘世界好可怕的感觉’。

大家都在自相残杀，为自己的利益踩着它人。

和很多人分享过一件令我很灰心的事。

但大家的反应都是：我们是人 / 面对现实被在梦境来的实际 / 你的想法很天真。

‘当人心变成市场当市场变成战场战场埋葬多小理想’。阿信的话，好真。

有一种长大后，幻想和理想都是小时候的一种‘特别权’。

也许吧，毕竟，大家都是丑陋的。
有多小人肯失败？有多小人肯低头？有多小人肯被人领导，被人指示?

就连我自己都不肯，都有多么的不原意。

但是，在新环境4个月，自己好像有稍微的长大。

学新的知识之外，也好像领悟到了一个道理。

在丑陋的外表下，大家好像都在掩饰自己的害怕吧。

掩饰自己的无能，掩饰自己的做不到，掩饰那可怕，失去自我的自己。

其实，It is ok.自己丑陋，无能，都无所谓。

只因为我们是人，我们才会丑陋。

只因为我们是人，我们才会害怕。

只因为我们是人，我们才会掩饰。

也许是时间了。是我该变成回自己的时候。

这4 个月，我好累。真的累。做着一个不像自己的自己，我真的累。
‘想要征服的世界始终都没有改变’阿信的话好真。

就算自己改变，世界依然不变，累的，倒的，还是你自己。

是时候，我，做回我自己。

可能post了后，大家都回闲言闲语吧。但是，肺腑之言，要笑就笑。

至少我是我自己。

TEEHEE. I am in love with MayDay! =D

haha. gtg. need to do PW. ARGH!

One day i will murder PW. xD

Ciaohs~ Gd nite! SAT! I CANT WAIT!!!!!!

Kimmi'yunno, signing off~

It is time.

2010-06-07T01:18:00.002+08:00

SORRY! PROMISE TO UPDATED ONCE I SETTLE MY PW. =(
HOLIDAY ISNT HOLIDAY AT ALL! =((
NVM, SHALL BE HAPPY OVER 409 SAT BEACH OUTING =D.

I got lots of things to rattle on, so look out! =D

Xiuyi, off to clear her table and, u guess it, ~~take over the world~~ Sleep!

2010-05-23T19:46:00.002+08:00

My 17 promises to myself on my 17th.

Here comes the big day, one yr more before i can offically watch M18 shows.

This year is a.... rather big change to me. Alot of things are still.... not 'correct' and 'in a mess'.
Some bitches are probably gonna comment at my back when i publish this. But,
Does YOUR OPINION matters? ekks, hate such high-and-might-thinking ppl. YUCKS.

Ok, enough of bitching, (in fact, my 1st since i join NY). Here is XiuXiu 17 promises to herself on her 17th.
#1: Treat Myself better.
#2: Study harder and harder and harder and harder and harder and harder.....
#3: Cosplay! As lunamaria! haha!
#4: Slim down! i wanna be..... 50kg! (opps)
#5: Have a healthy life.
#6: Quit those mood swing.
#7: Love my girls, 409'09 and 1023 more!
#8: Stop complaining but keep improving.
#9: Have time for myself, studies, JFire(), frens and family.
#10: Don't give up no matter what happen.
#11: Treat guys better(-.=), yesyes, i am guilty.
#12: Spend less. (=X)
#13: Ignore those hypocrites and lame-ttm people.
#14: Stop the envy-ing.
#15: MISS MY GIRLS MORE. HAHAHHA!
#16: Get promoted. THIS IS DAMN IMPORTANT.

And lastly....
#17 : Quit the thinking of getting a shoulder to lean on when i need it. My girls shoulder are more nicer. =D

Done! GTG do free energy notes, and find qns for GP consultation.
Gee, time flys.
I ALWAYS REMEMBER HOW VIOLENT THE GIRLS WERE LAST YR. =(

anyway, jus a side note, ur attempt to be a neutral party failed so horribly. Please, open your eyes, cant u see my disgused face?
Not saying you sucks or what, but, something, human need to be that little sensitive. Tell me the truth in THAT way make me... feel that you are a faker after all.

enough of crap. Free energy note!

Kimmi'yunno.
17 yrs, alone. I am use to it alr.

2010-05-22T22:00:00.005+08:00

HELLO WORLD! I realise i have not update my blog for a ga-zillion years. tsktsk.
I failed most of my test. *sigh. But i am gonna try, till the day MrChua decided i am not good enough for 1023. (hhaha!)

Some event 1st

CELEBRATED KENNETH LAU DE 17!. haha! with KFC.
Dun ask me why using KFC instead of a cake. I have no idea too. =D
anyway here are some random photo taken.

Some more random photos.

me and jonea! =D

tagges:

Jonea- hello! heeheeh, jiayou for PW, and lets work hard together! =D

Kurin- Hey LOVE! omg, thansk for ytd night and the gift. U are jus, awesome! love u *muacks.

Huiyee- hey! haha, jc is stressful lar. People here are ok. missed 409 aww! jiayou jiayou!

As u guys can see, my post is getting more and more boring. cos my day are THIS boring. =D
Anyway, i met kurin last night! Which turn out to be a suprise as ethel and rayan pop out of nowhere and celebrated in advance. OHMY. =3

my girls are SUPER SWEET! =3 have dinner, bought koi and head to J8 garden and crap. =D had tons of fun. But all photos are on FB as i didnt take any, and too lazy to kope them here. haha!

anyway, it is a good night. finally, a break from the usual rountine to meet some extraodinary people that are extraordinary. jus love the girls. =) crap and crap and DIG info out of kurin and ethel. HAHHA!

In short, My girls are AWESOME♥ , cant wait for 12 june 409 meet up!

With this Daruma, i think i can survive until this yr ends.♥

Ok world, good night! i nid go DL some songs, Settle some JFire stuff, and yea, have a good night.

Kimmi'yunno, bye!

*counting down, 2 days to the day.

2010-05-02T23:52:00.004+08:00

hello all.
Actually have no intention to blog cause although 2moro is labour day ( Hurray!) but i need to go to school for that damn ass PW! argh, i will celebrate for awhile on Tues, for it mark the end of my PI suffering!

School is...... Boring.
Nothing new, jus that everyday is tutorial, lecture,break, tutorial, lecture, break.
Sianed, the once-in-a-while joke/gossip session with some ppl doesnt help. =(
Adapting to NY life is harder than i expected.

Looks like i can only remember about my life in Deyi with that tiny but meaningful star in my pencil case.

Gah, econs, i love it, i hate it.
Shall buck up alr.( repeated a dozen of times, but yea, still repeating haha!)

Took some photos~

haha, such photo session reminds me of my recess at deyi. (...)

Shall kick the habit of talking about Deyi. ><

Tagges:
Kurin- Heehee, it is for u dear! cheer up! be my sun flower! xD I LOVE YA!
Natalie- HIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG! I MISS U SO MUCH!=(

But again, i cant help it.
It is like.... Deyi is a part of me alr.
What MrsAng said was right : You will know it when it is time to say goodbye.
hai*. What can we do now?

My motivation to blog came from MayDay(thank them ppl!).
was jus surfing Youtube for songs to listen to while i reserach on my GPP.
Then, came across this song.

生命有一種絕對- 五月天
如果我不曾走过这一遍　

生命中还有多少苦和甜美
那风中的歌声　孤单哽咽的声音是谁
回忆中　那个少年为何依然不停的追
想要征服的世界始终都没有改变
那地上　无声蒸发我的泪
黑暗中期待光线　生命有一种绝对　
等待我请等待我　直到約定融化成笑颜
那生命　绚烂烟火般上演　
你和我最后都要回归地平线
那留下的足跡　浪花沖走回忆海岸线
靠近我再拥抱我　请不要让我的心冷却
等待我请等待我　靠近我再拥抱我
不要走　请不要走直到約定融化成笑颜
直到我看見　生命的绝对

I remember i listen to this until i cry when i was sec3.
i have no idea why. That time was rather emotional i think. Someone was missing in my life.
This time, it was emotional too.

Gah, envy is killing me. i cant believe i got pissed off/sadded/emo over such TINY-WINY stuff for like, 2 days! argh, now i feel so guilty for ***** over that event. =(

maybe i nid to be less sensitive, less dreamy, and start focusing on studies.
Yes, i think i am in love, with my lecture notes. -.+"

ok, need to go, i doin some ART AND CRAFTS! =D haha! will add details next week. anyway, PI and GPP deadline + Phy test + CHi test + Class test = stupid!

Nite world.

kimmi'yunno.
也许，我需要的，是个拥抱和一句‘我爱你’吧。

2010-04-24T21:36:00.006+08:00

HELLO WORLD!
haha, finally decided to update this quite died blog of mine. =D
i have SO MANY thing to share within this small post. =D

Anyway, 1st and foremost,
NG XIUYI, NYJC 1023, PASSED HER NAPFA WITH A SILVER AND her 2.4km run timing is 15.57.
It is OMG DE RESULT can? i post my result on FB, ppl say i bluff! =( omg lar!
But must really thanks ppl from 1023 that encourage me during the run. =D hah!

Now, lets aim to maintain, for i think my standing board jump CMI. -.="

Some days....

Jonea bought her GEEK spec to sch! =D

so nice, i cant help but to try! xD haha!

Anyway, school is kinda boring.
Tests are coming up like crazy, Chem and Phy test on same week AGAIN. are the dept bitch or wat? it is omg de can! But nvm, must get use to it, i use to have like 5 test in one day, one after another.

So i must learn to maximise my time. Time for some consultation, seriously. I nid to be fren with MsTan for Chem and MrWong for Maths. -.="

Anyway, Attended the NYJC films art with Jonea! =D haha!

teehee~. =D toook some pics before it starts.

Pretty jixin and me!

pretty Zhiying and me! =D

haha, the films are.... ok, I like the 1st and the last. The LAST one is more of funny than serious. xD but the 1st one is sweet.

aww~ although the ending is sad, but it is still sweet! the 2nd one is abit LOL, the last one is SO FUNNY! Cant stop laughing. =D haha. BUT it is a better films. really nice.

DAMN! i should have join FilmArt instead of ____, aww, nvm!

Anway, had fun with ethel and rayna today, studying and crapping.

For the 1st time in my 2 mths of schooling, i am truly, laughing. Thanks to ethel and rayna! love u 2! xD

Tagges:

Jonea- Yo! hhaa, i dun think we goin alr. T.T nvm! can take time to study and go BUGIS! NOT FORGETTING MOVIE!

Korin- Hi! hows life? =D

Huiyee- Yo dear! hows Poly? still ok? jiayou! =D

华丽的外表下，藏着丑陋的谎言。
的确，华丽的外表可以藏着丑陋无比的大谎言，但再华丽的外表也有不完美的缺陷。

有时，我很模糊。有时，我很倔桑。
有时，我很想放弃。

有时，只想放弃，奔向新的地方，从新出发。

sometime, is like life is so fucked up that i cant stand it. I break down everyday last week.
Can u believe it? all 5 days, i am crying at home after school, then go to sch next day be the NYJC Xiuyi, then go back home and collapse on my mummy hugs.

Dun ask why, dun ask how, dun say ANYTHING when u are not me.

It is like, i find myself answering to ppl about my failure. Like my failure is related to them. I need to answer my parents, my tutor, my frens, current and Deyi one, even to those that didnt take this subject anymore.
How can you know how tough the subject is when u didnt take it?! oh well, it is jus my sensitivity. crap.

nvm, i will jiayou. I need to push/punch myself back to shape.

My heart sort of lighten up when i talk to MsTan(sec sch chem teacher). aww, i wish i had her teaching me. Not a personal attack or anything, but something from my deepest heart.

Something from so random website: When life is a sucker, it is always a sucker.

True, but i am not goin to GIVE UP like some loser.
Trying, i dunno where i am heading to.
But, at least i am trying.

and and and before i forgot, someone is really, i dunnno, ______ fill in this blank urself?
yes, i admire u for u are very brave. If i were u, i will probably gave up in 2days and go home.
but, cant u process wat u are goin to say before u talk?

straightforward and harsh insults are different thing. People may get ur point that instance, but it only reflect rather badly on urself.

Life, is about EQ and IQ. Inequilibrium in this 2 will cause problem.
也许是时候，大家放下不必要的高傲和过分的自满，从新开始。
不要处处逼人，要逼人，也要给人家一个下台的路。

Last bit, MY LADY!

here is some sunshine and a sunflower for u. =D
cheer up! treat it as a time to 'defroze' urself. =D

Here is the full story of the seedling story someone once told me:

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Once upon a time(haha, lousy starting -.=), in a garden, this seedling was jealous as her brothers are strong and big trees, her sisters are flowers of various colours, while she is still green, skinny, and to her, inferior as compared to her sisters and brothers.

Upset, she consulted her grandpa(dun laugh!), tree of wisdom.

'Grandpa!' she said, 'Who am i? i am neither as pretty as a flower, nor as strong and tall as a tree. who am i!?'

But all grandpa said was: 'Only time will tell, be patient.'

Several Days later, the seedling is not longer a weak, skinny, inferior; she is a Amaryllis, representing radiant beauty.
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So my dear, dun lose confident in urself! jiayou! xiuxiu is always here for u! =D

OK! gtg ppl, if u have notice, my skin condition is getting worse. OMG! T,T
haha, shall jiayou anyway. =)

meeting my PW grp for our 1st GPP, hope everything will be fine.

Kimmiyunno. signing off
我，可以。

2010-04-24T14:46:00.001+08:00

Life is a sucker now. Sucking all my energy away.
Ethel coming over, updating later.

Kimmi'yunno.

2010-04-11T23:13:00.013+08:00

yes, i jus love that crazy woman behind. =D
Hello world.
This week start off in a rather good way, must be almighty pity me due to last week.

Start with Last week 1st! i have tons of photo not uploaded. =X

Random photos in school.

me and jonea at..... i dunno where? 0.0

me and sandra at LT4! love her hair! =D

and i caught someone asleep in class! =0 hha!
actually i planned to upload this really gay-photo of mingliang and cheonleong.(..)
But aiyah, treat it as a gd deed of the yr, i am not uploading to! =0

Throughout the week was HORRIBLE. seriously, never felt so down before.
Nvm, elaborate later.

I had this AWESOME night out with my girls! =D
Kurin , Xueli, Ethel and Christina made my week sort of better. =D
meet them at hub, super miss them. ^^
Ethel go crazy over brandon very-cheapo 'gift', kurin was super tired, xueli was like so fresh with her new hair! n glad to made a new fren christina. =D

Photo time!~

me and kurin~ Me ethel and kurin.=D

Love this 2 ladies!

me ethel christina and kurin.

including xueli! =D

took more photo. ^^

they are loved! =D

trying out jump shot, all failed! but thanks to it, we have like, so many epic photo!

haha! xD

I love this 3 ladies! and of cos, glad to know christina.

tagges~

Jonea: heehee, dun wan i shy. =X haha! ever since JC start, my blog update become irregular! i dun like! =( and i pass all my 5 items. HAHA! =D jiayou jiayou!

Fran: Sure, i will take care, have fun at NYP too! =D must go find BF! haahah!

Natalie: that day is.... super not stable in mood lor. heehee, thanks for ur hugges and cheering up. I love u! ^^

Huimin: aww~ okok! will try to update regularly. ^^

Jolene: heehee, glad u recovered! =D haha! i love u too! super girl! =D i will TRY to be happy. ^^ and keep this corner of mine alive!

Ok, here is the REAL story.

head home, i jus sort of break down becos i have been getting a jus pass or terrible failed ever since i joined Nanyang.

"it is normal to fail in JC" isnt a comfort at all. Since other ppl can, why cant i?

I dunno wat went wrong, jus, super, argh, Fucking. Fucking to the ass core.

Dun wanna be a escaplist and run away from problem, but, yea, i cant take it.

Simply vent everything out on Friday night. all those throwing seems to make me feel better.

Shall woke up early to start remembering Chem definition and have consultation over, u guess it, MOLE. -.="

Lets chiong for the big A. After the big A, i reach the nadir and gain enlightenment. Amen. -.="

and i am appling for Taiwan trip with Jonea! =D hope can go with her! ^^

This shall be my WallPaper to remind me that i still have a bunch of fun-loving ppl behind my back patting me on if i fall.

and, DUN SAD! come on, i am on the same boat as u. Cheer up! anything come find Xiuyi at 1023! =D hha!

Xiuyi love you! ^^

Ok,gtg, i am CONSIDERING reading the lost symbol. I wanna sleep.

Kimmi'yunno.

P.S. well, u cant blame them my dear. it is just a pathetic 2yrs afterall.

2010-04-08T22:25:00.002+08:00

My sister must be super happy in her room now.
For she just received this 2 damn important letters of her life.

Well, time for me to buck up on my major H2. And PW. And GP.
I wonder if that smile will appear on my face 2 yrs later.
I know what i want, but will almighty heard my cry? I dunno.
Maybe he will be too busy for me alr. oh well.

back to PI, or else i will get a B for PW, which is damn #$%#%#$.

Kimmi'yunno.
In case u are wondering, it IS stress to have a NUS/NTU student in the next room.

2010-04-03T20:34:00.016+08:00

OH YES! I FINALLY FOUND SOME TIME TO UPDATE.
*actually, more of i dun care, i jus wanna use the com concept. =X

School is FREAKING BUSY. AND I MEANT IT. Stupid 4 test, i spent my last weekend with them, trying to bond with the 3 subject(econs had double test one the week, DAMN!), trying to understand and L-O-V-E them.

But when life is a sucker, it will always be a sucker! hhaah! maths was alright, econs and chem? dun talk about it. -.=" there goes my sydney trip! sigh*

Some saturday REALLY REALLY LONG AGO,
I went out with my dearest 2 girl! =D

*isit me, or why we 3 look like ghost? LOL.
must be due to the green eerie light. LOL!

heehee. hearts the 2 of them!

head to acrade played Jubeat! nice! =D though i cant really catch the beats. =(

teehee! Love the 2 ladies!

School is busy, like mentioned.
but 1023 manage to like, organise some birthday celebration for the March babies! =D

de nice cake! didnt eat it cos too little to be shared among all 26 of us. oh well! =D next time next time. ^^

the march babies! =D

teehee.

i dunn wat is brandon doing, dun ask, i jus took for fun!

unglam photo of KuanWee and Yap! =D

Jacklyn and SC member, WeiLun! =D

me and Zhiying, birthday girl!

me and pretty jonea! =D

ON SOME DAY, THERE IS THIS STUPID TO THE MAX FIRE DRILL.

*Me and jonea at the field.
Ok, why is the fire drill stupid? i tell u...
1) It occurred during my break. =(
2)It make me sick after that.
3) It make me carry my bag and stand in the field, with the sky raining, for 10 mins. Damn!

*brandon is taking who?
Ok, cant really bullshit here, some random photos after the fire drill.

OH, brandon is taking photo of wesley, TSK! xD

Stupid! the guys hide away from my camera! =( especially brightbright! =((

School is alright. but for the test week... it was damn stupid. -.="

Some saturday, PICNIC DAY!

At Marina Barragde. Haha, dunno how to spell, dun blame me.

Totally, love the place!

weiting and chaongin and steffi!=D

Eww, stupid chaongin take my photo!

The food! =D i made the sandwich! should have bake cookies, but no time. =(

The delicious SUSHI by Steffi, weitng and rachel!
Took many photo, all from FB, THANKS RACHEL! =D

LOVE THIS PHOTO!

Failure shot due to me! =(

Love! =D

Love!!

? 0.0

The awesome pretty ladies that make my day awesome. =D

teehee. Rachel camera has nice effect. =D

chaongin weiting and me!

me and chaongin!

rachel taking photo. ^^

=D

Nice place,seriously. I hope 1023 can go there one day! ^^

Trained home. ^^

Shocked state steffi. xD

me natalie and kurin!

me natalie kurin and steffi reflection. xD

Xiuyi love picnic day, love the ladies, and love the moment they spent. =D

IT IS OFFICAL, TEST WEEK SUCKS BIG TIME.
econs essay was ok, but i think i can write a stronger essay out.
Econs case study? Dun talk about it. Didnt know speculation was EXPECTATION OF FUTURE PRICES changes, and didnt finish my last qns. STUPID!
Maths was..... hai* didnt finish last qns again!
Chem, the worse one. I think it will be miracle if i pass the test. =( omg. sian. i sort of break down at sch.

thanks to the slient cry, i think i scared the hell out of MrsTan, Diep and some random ppl. -.=" Stupid xiuyi. tsktsk. went back home and explode in fornt of mummy.
Mummy suggest me go SerangoonJC. =( Not that SRJC is a bad sch, but i think i wanna stay in NY and prove myself wrong. =)

and YES, I CANT BELIEVE I CRIED IN THE PUBLIC. omg. -.=" thanks natalie for being there, like some mummy coaxing her kid. =D omg, my heart feel 10000 times better after the outburst.
I will always remember April 1. 2010.

Ok, enough of those emo talks.

*nice chicken chop at V8 cafe.
ON GOOD FRIDAY, I WENT OUT WIT 23 GIRLS!
hahah, went out with girls after a short meet up with Ethel Rachel and Kurin! =D
haha.
went to bugis, bought a blue dress (JONEA! I LOOK FREAKING UGLY IN IT! HOW? =( ) and a skirt that i aim for a long time but not guts to buy cos it is high waist. =D
Jacklyn bought the most thing, and i feel like buying a pump or heel soon. =(

everyone like change into their new clothes. haha! XD i change into my skirt, i have thinner waist but a more obivous tummy. sian. =(

shop for A REALLY LONG TIME. then head to V8 for dinner. =D
talk bout MANY STUFF THERE, realise my 'temper' sort of scared some ppl. XD haa!
Xiuyi is very kind one, jus dun make her bark. =D

Took neoprint, then some random photo. =D

Jacklyn me and Diep, Me and Jonea!

me and Diep. me and jacklyn.

Me and Sandra, me and Jonea!

Heehee, JONEA LOOK LIKE SUPER MODEL! =D
took some last shot at toilet.( teehee) before we go home and YES, RUSH OUR PI.

heehee. =D

had fun totally! my view on certain thing, certain ppl CERTAINLY change. =D haha!

tagges:

Ethel: I love u too girl! miss u like crazy! yea, dun heart ach so often, but if ur heart aches like crazy, pls give xiuyi a call! =D I will nv leave EthelCheng too! NgXiuyi hearts EthelCheng!
Kurin: Heehe, no problem my lady! It is my duty and pleasure to stand beside u! Anything, pls left a msg. I will reply u asap! =D Aww, i will remember ur advice too! I love u alot! NgXiuyi hearts KurinAng!

Jolene: I remember not to forget Jolene too!Yea! looking forward to class chalet! =D stay happy ok? NgXiuyi Hearts JoleneLim!

Chaongin: Cos i shy! =P heehee. why, u wnana see my body??!?! OMG! CHAONGIN U STUPID PERVERT!

Jonea: yea! sadded! =( nvm, lets jiayou together!

Huiyee: Thanks for the tag! Life is..... well, read it urself. =D haha! i am updating!xD

Bryant: hello! =D haha! why? my blog nice right? xD

Passerby : 1 word, 3 letters, 1 meaning, LOL.

Sigh. After chem test. I did ALOT OF THINKING.

I think about wat will i do if i CMI to J2.

wat if NY decided that i am not worthy to wear their badge and throw me out.

wat if i cant cope with my studies.

wat if i go into J2, but failed my A lvl terribly.

wat if i cant get into the course i want.

alot of wat if wat if. sigh* it isnt i didnt study. I did, jus that i didnt memorise all thing on the notes. maybe i did my revison wrongly? i dunno. Xiuyi is not the Xiuyi at Deyi anymore. And Xiuyi is scared!

and yea, i hope no one in the class really dislike me now. =( making enemy isnt a fun thing. but sometime, some ppl attitude jus deserve a slap.

As in, not to be harsh, but if that ~~idiot~~ was in Deyi, i make sure that ~~idiot~~ was trashed so badly. come on, 17, dun tell me u dunno how to stand in others shoe and think.

here is my qns to u, Do YOU like it if ppl give such comment on YOU?

AHH! So stressed and ~~fucked-up~~. Face condition going downhill fast. Must find a way to improve it. ~~or no guys will wan me!~~ jk. =P.

I hope i dun commit sucide soon. I hope i survived until Uni. At most become Chi teacher. =P haha! and yea, shall maintain positive, and HOPE teachers are willing to help.

~~not to comment or wat, they give an impression tht u-die-ur-business.~~

maybe it is becos of SOME of them. Lets believe majority of my teachers are kind-hearted soul. Like MsTan, MrHiew, MrAng, MrsAng,and MsFoo! =D

I think i will survive this yr. i hope. =( i still wanna do my A lvl next yr. I must find a way to improve my 4H2, my GP( my GP teacher wrote half a page of comment on my paragraph. OMG! not good!), and yea, hope and pray i will get A for Chi. =(

Time now is 00:00, jus nice to go watch Guess Show, though i am 30 min late. =P

GTG, if i got time 2moro, i will find nice skin to change, but i wouldnt be blogging often, maybe every fornight? i duno. =( sry ppl! i hope i got faithful readers that will become sad when they heard this news. LOL.

Kimmi'yunno. Signing off.

Life is about RIP - Reflect, Improvise, and Progess. i am at the improvise state, wonder if i can progess? =(

2010-03-19T20:18:00.018+08:00

Hi earthlings!
This holiday was.... refreshing and i manage to complete most of my work alr! except econs. I bloody hell hate econs cos i dunno how to write essay, and there is like no one to teach me!=(

1023 outing!
YES, I WENT TO A SWIMMING COMPLEX WITH 1023 EVEN THOUGH I DUNNO HOW TO SWIM. -.="
okok, anyway. Meet up with the people at Chinese Garden MRT. head to the veryvery..... hmmm.... walkable distance swimming complex. xD
*took pics.

me and jonea!

me jonea and jacklyn. ^^

it was fun there. cant believe i wore something tight-fit in fornt of like, 10 boys? LOL. a break-through totally.
Almost drowned, thank god there is someone there to save me. and i still own him a treat. ^^"
haha, had a fun day emoing with sandra, crapping with jonea, teasing Jixin and yea, enjoyed myself with 1023, though some accident happen. =( heng Kenneth recover alr. ^^

Had dinner at Jurong Point,so hungry till we forgo Seoul Garden(cos we cant find it) and found our dinner at Pepper lunch. HAHA!
The dinner was awesome, i had fun making fun (in a good way) of others, stealing SOMEONE's beef xD and yea, crapping with the ppl. ^^

and yea, the guys did some.... ~~lame~~ funny stuff like....

comparing fingers. -.="

comparing wrist strength. xD bryant and brandon there comparing btw. xD
haha, had a fun day. ^^

Erh, anyway, i dunno if you are reading this corner of mine. But i am super glad u saved me that day. haha, dun worry, i will pay u ur treat once school reopen. =D

AWESOME day out with my 4 pretty ladies. ^^
Kurin, Rayna, Ethel and Xueli made my holiday great. ^^
Woke up early to dress up nice. (haha, use to dress up once a week, now is like so hardly. =( )
Bear with my zilian pls.

teehee~

head to somerset to meet with Xueli dearest. ^^
had Maggie-Moo ice cream. I like my StrawberyySkyDive and Xueli's Cottoncandy!
Got our tickets for AliceinWonderland. =D but it was the 4.15 show. So....

We go take pictures (zilian)! xD

xD

xueli zilianing~

^^ hee, love this lady like crazy.

And she love me too!

xDDDDDDDDD

Xiuyi love Xueli!

Xueli love me!

Seriously, i miss Deyi days with this lady.
I can talk to her until i cry, laugh with her until we cry, see her cry until i cry. xD
haha, the 2 yrs was awesome with her. Xiuyi Love Xueli alot!

AliceinWonderland was nice.
ok, not really that great, but didnt fail my expectation. Nice, sweet, simple and yea with alot of excitment. Jus quite WTH when like SO MANY character switch side from Red queen to White queen. -.="
If only that happen in real life.
Anyway, sort of nice. Johnny Depp is still so nice, and i so love the white queen. ^^

I wanna watch Kaiji, and i missed my SummerWars. DAMN!

Heehee, after the movie we head to 313 to meet up with Rayna, Kurin and Ethel! xD
when the 5 of us are gather, how can we not take photo? xD

Rayna Kurin and Ethel. I dumbly cut myself away. ^^"

LOL, kurin was on the phone....

Yet she can take nice photo with us. xD

me and pretty kurin! =D

I love my girls! Rayna Kurin Ethel Me and Xueli. xD

Ethel and rayna fighting? LOL

heehee~ xD

Candid!

LOL, ethel is thinking of us!

Actually... no. She is MISSING SOMEONE. -.="

emotionless photo, but rayna seems to be smiling...

Ethel is offically, the spokeman of any haircream. She bring one bottle everywhere she goes. -.="

haha. xD

rayna and kurin!

i so love my expression. xD

me kurin and rayna, ethel and me. xD

me and rayna! xD

isit me.... or why does ethel look like some spooky thing at the back? -.="

The before and after effect. Ethel make their smile wider by making them laugh. xD

the star of the day! xD (we all know the reason ladies.)

teehee~ xD
anyway. we go shopshop for a while. then started slacking at Mac at Hereen cos we were too tired. xD talk about so many things. about the past present and future.
Omg. I miss my girls. =(

Hey lady! Yes, it is you, dun look away.
Jus wanna say be strong! it is the person bad luck for ....... 'giving' you up. dun worry, there is still me and the girls with you! be strong, i believe u will meet more ppl that love u for who u are at ur poly! xD if they compare, ignore those compare. cos u are who u are. =D I love you 'encouragement!' xD
And yea, find the meaning of T.R.Y. =)

tagges-
Amira: heehee,nah, ur leg is not disgusting! xD haa, love u too. i believe ur poly will be fun too! jiayou jiayou! remember to call if there is anything troubling u. =D
Kurin: heehee, yupyup! i love her, though u are more loved. xDDDDDDDD

aww man, seeing my girls make my heart melt~
haha. Ok, back to studies next week. But relax, i promise to plan the april dinner. ^^

I love the ladies. =D

I shall face the truth today.
Actually, i face the truth many days ago. ever since the talk with xueli.
I shall seriously focus on studies, and give up on those dreamy talks. Looking at the people, you know it is impossible. right?
Must face the fact. So i will face it.

gonna go jog, and start to do my aim/goals alr! hahah. I shall be 50 by end of the yr, or someone will get hit by me. xDDDDDD
Outing with Fran and Jolene 2moro! cant wait to see the two of them again. =D

So long, till then.

Kimmi'yunno.
Stop you bullshit alr! Had enough alr. you are not that ____ you know. -.=" crappy bullshitter

2010-03-13T22:45:00.012+08:00

taken today @ TYP with Xueli! =D
Hello earth. This week is fun, yet ended like ~~shit~~.

School days!
Aiyah, we go crazy when we bring our (of cos, not mine) laptop to school. Cam-whore with webcam(strange, none of the pictures are uploaded!) haha. Anyway. Did some crap lar.
Took some pictures.

me and brandon!

me diep and jonea! xD

Ekk, jonathan so fierce! ME SCARED! =(

haha, school was ok. Give more nicknames to ppl(!!), talk to more ppl. And i am still avoiding the ppl i dun like. Hee!
Cant wait for 1023 outing on Tues! =DD

*(trying out the turn)
Someday back, i visit Deyi MnD. With AMIRA AND YANLING!

Saw my idol WANGLAOSHI! xD treasure him man. he is the man!

juniors are training hard. glad to see it. =) the 2 new chairman are doing well. ^^ super glad!

heehee, took pictures with my idol. =D I really,really salute to WangLaoShi. One of the best dance teacher i met in my 4 yrs of dance journey. (Btw, i only meet 4 teachers. LOL!)

took pictures with dearest amira! =D

I am envy of her leg! =(

But i still love this lady like mad. Glad u love the present! =D

went to hub with her, took pictures! xD had our bubbletea. Almond ice blend was nice. =)
But my passion red tea is better! =D
hah, had an enjoyable day. i miss her. =(

AMIRA!
Jus remember, no matter wat, xiuyi is always there for you!
Walking alone will make you feel lonely. So no matter wat, pls remember to always turn back and find xiuyi, cos i will always be here to guide you and show you the way. =)
Jiayou at NYP! i know u can make it! ^^ find someone nice to you hor.=D remember to tell me when that happen pls! ^^

had fun with Jonea with my phone! ^^
NYJC had some modular training. For J1s.
haha, at first was some.... Active listening talk i attend. Sort of boring, but ~~brightbright!~~ Mingliang joke make me laugh until i cant stop. So funny! xD me and jacklyn are addicted to his joke. Gosh. DIE!

1023 had their lunch at the prata shop near NYJC. =)
took some picture. =D

STRAWBERRY! =D

Diep and me. ^^

Me and Jacklyn. I look freaking fat. 0.0

The arrival of the other group. ^^

me and brandon!

=D

Nice curry. ^^

Had our public speaking course. So funny! xD enjoy the course. the play was super fun, seeing ppl on stage and the shout-across-the-room was totally, jus, funny. ^^

Teehee, took some pictures after the course.

me and jixin, me and huimin. ^^

i help them took pics. =D

Fencing for day2 of modular training was fun! =D
but zhiying wasnt well. =( hope she recover on time for outing! =D
Bryant was like disiao by the coach, super funny. ^^
anyway, had a enjoyable day. ^^

Jonathan and bryant, comparing hand size. -.="

me and my new fren, elizabeth! haha. though i dun have her FB/MSN/No. LOL!

JFire was fun! =D decided on wat we are gonna to do for GetHigh session. Cant wait! =D

Met Xueli at TYP ytd. =D cos i was there to borrow some books, then she called! xD haha. Meet up with her. Crap about my ~~fucked-up~~ life at polar cafe. ^^
she refused to take photo with me! =( cos she nv 'da-pan' herself. haha!
Omg, seeing her make me miss 409 ppl.

Tagges:
Natalie- yea, i am fighting on. Fight together! =D

I have alot of things to say ok. But decided not to blog it. Later more episode happen, more trouble. watever. i dun wanna leak my anger like how i did on fri.
Thanks ppl for their concern, esp the teachers. But as far as i know, it is over.

Jus wanna state my side of view, I didnt replace u with anyone. i dunno how u got this ~~really dumb and stupid~~ inference, but i didnt. And, if i dun care and concern u as a fren, i wouldnt spend on entire ~~fucking~~ day at Bugis for your clothes. And i wouldnt even talk to u if i dun see u as a fren. I will probably let u rot at one corner and die.(dun believe, see how i treat some ppl now. HA!)

Nvm, misunderstand or ~~pure stupidness~~, It is over. 2yrs = nothing alr. 1yr= nothing at all. Even i did tease u too overboard, u can always correct me. ~~not emo at one corner or ignore me~~. i am someone that can accpet correction one ok? anyway, I am sorry if i over teased you. (and i am serious, if u find it not sincere enough, tell CN about it. I will write a letter to the newspaper.)

Before i forget, thanks for this episode. at least i know how to handle you guys better.
End of Case. Case Closed. Goodbye MrOtaku.

Gosh, holiday is here! BUT I CANT FIND TIME FOR EVERYONE. =(
i still own Amira her Bugis with me. =(
heehee, but there are tons of activity next week! CNNY, 1023 Outing and AliceInWonderland with my dear gals! xD

Will enjoy myself, and move on. =D stay tune to next week post!
Changing skin and song soon. Maybe change the layout of my profile too. ^^

Ciaohs, goodnight world.
Kimmi`yunno. Sandra blog song absolutely describle my feeling now.

天空不再为我哭泣，太阳不再为我照亮大地，大地的花也枯萎了。
你，不见了，只留下一颗破碎的心。和我。

2010-03-07T19:20:00.025+08:00

HiHi world! Sry for this late many-many days update.
Was busy with Phy test, which turns out to ok, but so.... hai*, careless.
Nvm, i shall talk more about such stuff later. =D

1st and foremost, AWESOME J8 TRIP WITH FRANCESCA & JOLENE!
meet them after school, OMG! I AM SOSOSO HAPPY!
all the pressure and ~~fuck-up~~ that day like... vanished lor. Seriously, this 2 ladies will bring sunshine to my rainy days. ^^

Had mac at hub. I miss the times when we 3 meet after school/during recess to crap about our clas stuff. So glad that this 2 yrs didnt seperate us. Hope this 2 yrs will make us stronger, i dun wanna lose u 2. =(

*Francesca and Jolene. =DD
So love this 2 ladies!
Took some pics at the Mac. =D

So love jolene and francesca!

heehee, head off to J8 when Popular at Jubilee like, close down. -.="
Again, we went to some out door place and took TONS of photos. =D

The most EPIC photo of the day. =D It was like we put self-timer, then the whole phone sort of 'fell' then we 3 rush to the front to get our faces into the pic. HAHA!

Muacks!

They love me!

WAHLAO, THEY MARRY TO EACH AND PS ME! =(

In short, this 2 most awesome ladies make my entire week sosososo much better.
Love FRANCESCA AND JOLENE TO THE MAX!

Then, back to school days~
jus some random pics and alot of homeworks. Nv ending type. hai* =(

Bryant emoing~

brandon.... trying out samuel CO flute.

=D.

Then we had a class lunch at Sumo House! =D (Zhiying posing with the food.)

*1023 ALL THE WAY!
Saturaday was NYJC SPORTS CARNIVAL at KALLANG.
sort of bonded with my class. =D haha, quite fun, although i am so notnotnot sporty in touch rugby, but at least i tried.
Aiyah, jus some photo. LOL, some by me, some by brandon. xD some kope from kenneth. =D

Huimin, zhiying, jixin, me and jacklyn.

The girls present, 3 of them went to maths trail. =D Melissa, Jixin, Zhiying, Me, Jacklyn and Huimin. =D

Jixin, huimin, zhiying and me.

JIXIN GOGOGO!

Weilun and Jiahao.
Me and brandon!
kisses? LOL!
me and zhiying.

Me and OG mate Shane! Sadded didnt find qianni or yingying! =(
class photo~
me and jac-k-lyn. xD

Jixin and brandon!
LOL
Sleep club!
Unprepared~
me and huimin!
Thousand hand guan-ying. xD
? xD
Jonathan and zhisheng. Is jonathan suppose to laugh or?.....
macho club? lol.
(ok, dun ask, jus... skip this one. -.=)
The guys. =D not all, jus a few. =D
me as the extra! LOL. xD
=D
This is definitely by Brandon. =D
Touch rugby! =D
^^

The game was ok, didnt do much. =( ah, nvm.
Some more photos~

Emo~
LOL! xD

ACT INNOCENT!

me and jonea~
brandon's OG mate. =D

me and diep, me and sandra. =D

me and jixin! xD and yea, zhisheng.

The guys. =D

me and zhiying! xD

weilun and zhisheng. =D

1023!

emoing? LOL. xD 1023 emo hand sign. =D

the boys getting read to FIGHT! at dragon boat! =D

jacklyn's shadow and mine! =D

JIAYOU! xD

emoing guys? LOL.

coming back as first in the race! but we didnt get any position in overall. =(

Dun ask me, i also dunno wat they are doing.

we and our econs teacher SUPER CUTE DAUGTHER! XD
THE DAY WAS OK. haha! had fun. took photos till my photo almost goes @$@!%. xD haha.
Then 1023 head to The Cathy for nice jap food! xD hah!

of cos, me and kenneth. =D i really really think his complexion is waywayWAY~ better than mine! =( *emo, envy, sit in corner emo`

tagges-
Jonea: HI LADY! okok, shall link soon~ xD
Amira: I love you too! xD

Ok, this week is not as exciting as last week. Actually the photos are from last week. No time no time, jus simply no time. =( but i must admitted i love doing chem and maths! xD not forgetting chinese. Nid more time to 'have feeling' for GP, econs, and phy. -.=" Xiuyi will try! xD

Will update more on weekend. Holidays are here, but i am packed with outing and CCA alr! =(
Oh, btw, if u dunno, i have decided to run for JFire Exco. =D pls support! wahha! anyway, dunno i will get in or not. Hope for the best!

*took this photo at kallang~
I am still not used to NYJC. Seriously. Not in terms of school work, but as in, i feel that i totally lost myself. I dunno who is that lady in the mirror every morning. The competitive xiuyi? The motherly xiuyi? The siao-siao xiuyi? The emo xiuyi? I dunno. maybe things are changing, and i cant be the.... xiuyi in deyi alr.

I cant control stuff, i cant so alot of things. I cant 'really' voice my opinion, i cant really say things out like how i say things out to ppl at Deyi. Life sort of sucks.

But doesnt mean i am gonna let myself die in the background. I am fighting back. like hell yea, i will make myself shine like the flower in the pictures. I find myself back. My old self are just lost, thats all. I will learn to manage my time 100X better, learn to play REALLY ok, and STUDY REALLY HARD. It is not easy to drop back to who i am 4 yrs ago, but i am trying. I am seriously, TRYING to cope well and do things well.
and i will do well. i hope.

ok, done! =D next post will be veryvery soon. =D ^^
Kimmi'yunno.
我是那快枯萎的花，但再大的强风和大浪，我深信我可以再一次美丽的盛开。

2010-02-28T19:12:00.009+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE~ =D
Hows life? Mine is nothing but busy and busy and busy. =\ sianned.

Have been staying up at late night to do my work. Sian. nothing but maths or chem or watever.
the problem is i actually dun mind doing them. but when we discuss it in class and u got nothing but... red crosss. how demoralising. =(

This is the DAMN econs. omfg. i so angry ok. not to ~~bitch~~ about some ppl on my blog, but seriously, if doing hmwk meaning you got a bright future, ur brain is so damn screwed up.
Worse, i did my econs, the whole thing wrongly. sianed. Nvm, not like i am majoring in it anyway.

Introducting... MY CLASS. 1023. =D
haha. not so clear. no worries. after i got closer to them, i will post their faces on this very blog. if i am still blogging.

This pretty much explain the whole schooling at NY thing.

SCI FEST PROJECT. (aka, go ~~die!~~)
had some phy project taht require us to bulid a boat lar. quite fun. team mates are SUPER FUNNY! xD hahah, well, glad to work with 'old pal' brandon again. =D

our boat! =D hahaa.

other team trying....

Kenneth's grp one. SUPER COOL.

brandon trying ours...

IT floated! =D
but the project is abit failed lar. NVM, will try harder ~~next time~~ now.

NY has nice field. i say, =D

anyway, the guys make them a fool at sci chem project. xD hahaha. see that 'man' on Brandon's back?

Some more random pictures. including zilian.

*swinging, i am swinging~

Sry, i dunno wat are they doing. WAHAH!

zilian time!

Sandra and Zhiying. =D

the 1023 girls!
in case u dunno, YES, 1023 HAVE 9 GIRLS WITH 17 GUYS.

me and Zhiying. =D

me huimin and zhiying. =D

me and jixin. =D

Had the awesome MOF with JFire. =D haha. super nice, and i super love the ppl there. =D

haha. then celebrate Rachels de birthday! Happy birthday Sexy!

heehee. sort of an enjoyable evening. =D

YJC Values Day 2010

went to YJC Fair with this 2 pretty ladies. =D

There was alright lar. Super hot, super many ppl. But super glad to see old faces like Nixon, Benjamin, ShengYao, Karen, Jennifer and manymany others. =D

Took alot of random pics. =D

Ethel: Wheres my food?....

me and natalie. =D

Teehee, at the VIP room. =D

Aww, anyway, the day is fun. =D
Well, if u minimise the part which i nv, do my hmwk. =D

Tagges-

Kurin: KURIN! YEA, i am still blogging, not gonna let one of my 'only' entertainment died! =D but hope can sqeeuze the time! =(

Fran:I miss u miss u miss u too! haha! omg, i hope march 2 quickly come!=D

Jonea: HELLO PRETTY! =D dun worry, will link u soon. xD u know, SOON~

gahgah. Wish ppl will take things slowly~.

anyway, cant wait for march holiday to come. Picnic, ServiceLearning Camp, AliceInWonderland and so much more! Hope i have time to study~ =( sianned.

shall organise Dance meet up soon. =D, since now i know dance end at 6.30 instead of 5.30! =D omg. i miss dancemate! =(

ahh well, thats life for me now. Study study study. My motto for the next 2 yrs shall be: mugg harder than play. xD haha. jking.

GTG, i nid to do one of my chem qns and get ready for sch 2moro.

Kimmi'yunno.

My heart stop aching when i saw u that day. Is it a good sign? Should be, since our status are different alr.

2010-02-21T01:19:00.015+08:00

(*ME jie and me!)
Hello PEOPLE! =D
gosh, i miss so many of u. =( haha! this week is the EPIC CNY + EPIC NY SCI FEST, aka, the 2 sci project can go die. =D

Ok, I posted about CNY Day 1 alr. So, here is Day 2! =D

CNY DAY2
I woke up damn bloody early. intending to like dress up pretty.
Turn out i was 1+ hr late. =(

Before i can dress up pretty, 43 ppl are at my house alr. -.=" Gosh.

Took the BIGBIGBIG~~ family photo.

Then i continue my dress up, not gonna trash my day2 at grannys house!

*photo intensive

Me and jie.

MUMMY IS FB-ING! XD

we and mama, while waiting for the taxi! (aish! i forget to post another pretty photo of us! =( )

at Granny house, wat welcome us was a dog, emoing under the sofa. (actually was my cousin-gf dog, which like apple. -.=")

me and grandpa!

With tonnes of goodies~

and kids, playing laptop....

THERE IS THE BLACKJACK!

heehee, playing and playing!

The whole day was fun. Although got 'laughed' at AGAIN, it is ok. I love my zipzip-at-the-fornt dress. xD Collecting of ANGPAO was fun! xD haha, and i enjoy the goodies. Nothing can win over those expensive and nice choco and bagua. =D

Headed back home tired as i went to some other relatives house too.

PERCY JACKSON + WENZHEN + MOF on CNY Day3!

on Day3, i am so sian to be at home at 1st. Then someone ask me out! =D she is my dear wenzhen! (!!)

OMG, i miss her like crazy. =\. anyway, she look awesome withe her zipzip-in-the-fornt-but-veryvery-flowery-dress. =D

The movie LINE IS SO LONG, PERCYJACKSON ALMOST SOLD OUT.=(

heng we got the fornt rows, dun wanna watch the 6+ show. =D

head to MOF FOR SUPER NICE ICE CREAM~

(photo intensive~)

Jus when we are WONDERING~ we saw a bling shop that sell neoprints.

(... guess u guys know the rest of the story.)

NEOPRINTS!

*muacks, i love this lady alot!

Zilian at random corner~

Heehee~

Fun shot!

Under the sea~ haha!~ xD

haha. xD love her tons.

PERCY JACKSON WAS AWESOME. EPIC AND NICE TO THE MAX.

Logan, as PercyJackson was jus speechlessly good. His blue eyes jus charm and melt ur heart! omg! and i so love Hades. xD he is such a cute and cool-looking freak guy.

Worth it, totally, 5.5/5 CANT WAIT FOR PERCY JACKSON: THE SEA MONSTERS AT 2012!

again, thanks to this lady, SHE IS FREAKING, AWESOME.

For once, thanks god for giving me such a friend!

School starts, sucky.

But finally manage to love Econs(remove the CS, ahah!), GP(for the teacher is so interesting), Chi for that so funny teacher. And yea, believe me, Maths( MrWong is so freaking awesome, one time and i understand.)

but maths is so wth, everything in Sec4 was.... totally wrong in J1?!?! OMG!

Know more ppl, Like Jacklyn, Jonea, and yea, GUYs. Cant blame me for taking a combi that is a guys fav combi. =( hope i dun turn tomboy.(laugh!) But thank god for having brandon and sandra to pei me at 1023. Think the class is getting fine, jus.... nid more ice breaking. -.="

FRIDAY EPIC MEET UP WITH KURIN AND ETHEL!

so love this 2 lady! thanks for like, pei-ing me even if u guys are like tired from work. ^^

had dinner at some random hawker centre.

HAH, candid shot!

heeh~

My 2 pretty ladies!

*photo intensive.

PIC OF THE DAY!

In short, love this 2 lady to the max!

Which remain me that I MISS FRANCESCA TAN, JOLENE LIM, LEE XUELI AND AMIRA OMG. SHALL CONDUCT MEET UP SOON!

Tagges-

Amira: Nothing much, explained to u alr. SO miss u, MEET UP SOON FOR DANCE KAY? =D

Huiyee: Dun be sad, move on with life girl. i am moving on, FYI. =D
Natalie: LADY! I MISS U TOO! BTW, i going YJC funfair on the 27 leh. CYA! =D ^^

Wenzhen: Hey pretty! Yea, xiuxiu will jiayou! Me love u max!

JC life is getting tougher, but i am getting myself gear up for it. Did my personally notes, and planning to start buying assessment books. =D i wanna run for JFire exco! Omg~! JFIRE IS SO FUN! i jus love the hyper and funny ppl there. xD

MOF outing on Fri, i am so looking forward to it!

but for now, reserach on Phy and chem project. (#$%$^$#^)

Gosh, i nid like, 4 hour more to watch my anime! ROY! T.T.

Shall do my goals for this yr, do a blog for 1023, and linking ppl alr.=D

So long people, kimmi'yunno.

Bow down and kiss my feet! You pathetic men, call me your queen, as your heart gets corrode with my sweet words and poisonous touch. Bow down and call me your queen! - From AliProject, Hizamazuite Ashi Wo Oname. This song is the best. =D

2010-02-14T22:43:00.009+08:00

HELLO WORLD. First and foremost...
Happy Tiger Yr and Valentine day! =D
I totally enjoy the festival of angbao, new clothes, and wangwang/bagua! =D haha!

Starting with the start of this week 1st.

(From the most boring lecture ever, Econs.)
Schooling days!

Tutorials and everything starting to pile up, sigh. Wish i had more workshop! LOL.
Anyway, i am getting my gears up for the HUGE A's alr. So u guys wont see me much. =( but will try my best to like, organise 409 outing! =D

Ah, see how big NY LT is! xD

haha, get to know my class ppl alr. =D hope to mix well, and glad there is this veryvery high guy in my class that organise 1023 affairs. (meaning i have more time for 409'09 outings~ =D)
Hope 1023 will be bonded, hypered and fun, and may i be promoted along with 1023! T.T

In short, i began to like NYJC alr. =D

CNY celebration! 2010!
haha, celebrate CNY abit differently. i went to view 2 performances. =D

NYJC have exciting lion dance. But thats all. with some singing of songs and.... singing of songs. xD haha. to be frank, it is boring. =X

Slack with brandon, fiona and peiyee at NY for awhile. then head to DEYI! =D

Like finally! saw MsNg at the foyer, we rush to her like some mad man and women, juniors stare at us like some outer space creatures.
(....)
BUT I DUN CARE, IT IS DEYI! =D
took pictures with her using her camera. ^^ her class so cute!
then we met more teachers, go visit MrAng and made chaos at staff room. =D.

Head to hall for performances~

see! Deyi de Lion dance like so fun lor! xD mix with the deyians one!

then they hired some.... 'change-face' master to perform. according to MrTan, my chi mario teacher, his performance cost like 300 bucks! OMG!

oh, did i mention he like us to clap for him? LOL.

THEY EVEN GOT CUTE PRI SCH BOYS TO PERFORM!
haha, MrAli dance was awesome with the newly form HipHop dance. SUPER happy that MnD got their direction back. the dance, though simple, was awesome. well done ppl!
some Senior citizen perform for us too.... ah, nvm, i like deyi celebration MORE than NY one.

Guess this is wat they called, take things for granted before. =(

Talk to the juniors, SUPER GLAD THAT MY DANCE JUNIOR helping out in band! xD though not directly to dance lar, but yea, good job! =D haha.
went to CD shelter to find ppl, met Melvin, Desmond, and Ivana. Talked to them =D. glad everyone is well.

Back to staff room, talk to teachers like crazy, take photos again!

me and Dance In charge, Chen-Lao-Shi.

MsTan, Chaongin, Rayna and Me. =D

me and MrAli. =D

me and ~~MsFoo~~ MrsHiew. =3

of cos, MrAng and me! =D
haha! i even talk to his wife over the phone, her voice so nice! =D haha.
then crap too loudy, some BHB/WTF new-aged teacher shh us. -.="
NVM, head off to slack.

Before leaving Deyi, photo!

haha!
Did the mass dance for them, omg. -.="
Meet more ppl, like majority of the niners are back! =D ppl like kurin, angeline, jennifer, the NYJC niners, Rebecca and Seemin, weiting and rachel and alot of other ppl!

head to meet those YJC ppl. =D saw so many of them! i miss NATALIE THE MOST! OMG!
had lunch at sumo house. =D hah! super noisy, but i miss the noise. =(

then head to Hub to find a place to slack. xD found it eventually. took pictures!

me and weiting.

me bashing up william?

LOL! XD

me and dearest rachel!

see that karen. -.="

=D

brandon me and karen. ^^

*unprepared.

=D fiona and JETHRO! xD hah! he way of talking NEVER changes!

brandona and karen!

fiona and karen!

the ppl! i heart and love so much. =(

walked around more, then we headed home/someway. =(
sry if i planned the whole thing till so sucky, really sry.=(
anyway, taking weitings idea to plan a 409 outing in June. but with Midyrs jus AFTER june holidays... must see must see.

bused with Ethel Rayna and Kurin to Serangoon Garden for Forlicks!
then someone randomly mention 'Dan-Dou-Hua'.
...
head to chompchomp! Actually dun wanna go, cos too stuffy and ex. but once u are there.... u jus gonna eat the stingray, the dou-hua, the fried prawn noodles, and drink those gaint sugarcane drinks!

me and kurin!

talked alot, so much that we lost track of time. OMG.
I SO MISS MY GIRLS. =*(
Fri ah! FRIDAY!

Work day!
went to help out at OG Albert. Crazy. Ppl kept making counter messy at the LAST MIN. HELLO, me poor lady wanna go home! grr.
but was fun working with Chunjing and see Liting and LeeShi again. So does JINGJING! =D

i dun mind go there work again, if i can afford the time. =(
Homed.
Dote myself my manicuring my nails,masking myself. =D gamble abit, watch anime. xD

CNY-DAY1
As usually, Day 1 is jus go temple and pray.
haha, took pics with jie.

haha!

i so love my clothes! xD heehee~

tagges-

Kurin: HELLO SEXY! =D enjoyed Fri too! remember THIS FRI AGAIN!

Huiyee: hi dear! oh, really? hows ur working experience? =D

Jus wanna say, i hate u right now. doesnt mean that u are a great dancer cum gangster cum the popular person in the sch cause u to HAVE THE RIGHT to trash me becos i was not-that-good-looking.

And again, why am i in my CCA for 4 yrs when i am NOT suppose to be there? Simple.

Becos i wanna haunted u for life. =D HAH! I wanna show U, BLOODY IDIOT, that ugly ppl, can still dance, with their heart.

GTG, it is like, 1.16am now. I got ppl coming my house 2moro, and i nid to go granny house 2moro! So looking forward to tuesday! =D Percy Jackson with CHUA WENZHEN love! =D

Kimmi'yunno.

P.S. Again, wat type of dancer are you when u dance with ur look?

2010-02-06T20:41:00.025+08:00

Hello world.
This few weeks i was SUPER-DUPER busy. Sry for the lack of update though i promise that i will kept this corner of mine alive as long as i can.

Some over-over Due photo 1st. =P

Some random Day- Brandon's birthday!
Like i said before, at jacks place. Enjoy =D

heehee. Hearts everyone there.

Then is bugis. Photos by ben, cos my pixxy was.... ill that day. =(

I like this pic for no reason. =D

ByeAlvin-Day

Went to Changi T3 to send of Alvin. Bye again, but from his FB, he looks like he is enjoying life there. While i am ~~sufferin~~ adapting here. Sucks.

Anyway, COME BACK SOON U DUHDUH, dun forget this handful of crazy 208 ppl here. =D

ok, offical update starts here.

*Junkers 4 at sentosa. =D

XiuXiu's School day.
Reported to NYJC, my future school for two yr, on last thurs. Sort of scary, but met YingYing, a super duper talkative lady from NanHua. =D enjoyed the day, for we jus kept talking and talking till no end. Met other ppl too. =D

The Next day was at SENTOSA!

Hate the freaking sun burn, but SO FUN! had fun with my ppl, though we are like @#$##%# at the end of the day. S-W-E-E-T!

Shane Yingying and me. =D

The umberella union?

meet the ppl. =D

Met up with deyians, then head back to Vivo. Played with the kid playground while we decide on dinner. =D

playing the see-saw!

William look so wrong. -.="

xD.

Hearts the lady!

Me with DUHDUH! xD

nana, posing. =D

opps, chaongin kicking rayna?!?

erh... acting childish? xD

teehee. xD sort of a fun day.

Then was at school, did ALOT of cheering and dance. Love the day. =D

JUNKERS!

Shane ....... nice expression. =D

QIAN NI LEADING!=D

me and peixuan.

Overall, NYJC orientation was fun! Especially the dance night, wish it nv end. I had so much fun faking DJ with QianNi, YingYing and Pearlin, and do the srysry dance with YingYing. xD it was warm, hot, filled with sweat and joy. =D

Then starts the B-O-R-I-N-G lectures. Didnt spend much time with my OG, since like everyone's combi is hardly the same. =( but the few days of lecture with PeiXuan was fun. I jus need to survive Econs and Chi. Maybe it was due to my flu, i dunno, i slept at this 2 lectures. =X aww, ~~shit~~ i have hmwk alr! gosh, Damn u JC!

Anyway, wasnt feeling that happy/joyful/hyper this few days, maybe it is PMS, short-tempered, wat so ever. Jus felt out-of-place, maybe a little lonely? though my new frens were there, the feeling is 1000 X diff from Sec sch. i remember i dun go recess at all cos i will be in the class, crapping with my mates. But i went to recess like 7 times at NY alr.

CAN U IMAGINE?! 7 times! imagine the money i can save for my cosplay/cosmetic/shoes/bag/watever with the food money. (...) Gah, i miss 409. I remember the chiong-ing hmwk at recess times, and the ask some-random-person-from-other-class to buy drinks for us times. (xD) and the BOMBING teacher with qns. =D hah! omg, i miss Deyi when NY haven EVEN offically start tutorial. =(

So, in order to CURE my mild 'depression', I MET UP WITH MY LADIES!

FRIDAY- CHINATOWN TRIP WITH MY LADIES!*photo intensive.

went to met up with them after sch. =D

took the above pic before rayna leaved us for someone birthday party. =(

heehee, Ethel is the 'bitch' of the day. =D

me and pretty Kurin! =D

Trained down to Novena 1st.

unprepared!

heehee.

SAW THIS REALLY FUNNY SCENE. Kurin jus exploded on the train. xD

weird ppl wear weird stuff i suppose?

had the delicious laksa!

^^.

saw this Korean exhibition. So cool! talk to teh famous Yes9.33 DJ, quite friendly. =D and had some hand made candy? i dunno. they simply melt the sugar, add some powder, then solidify it again. -.="

BUT IT LOOK SO CUTE!

kurin testing. =D

Reach Chinatown. So many ppl -.=" so chaotic. Those ppl kept stuffing those sweets at us. -.=" but quite funny. see xueli and ethel there rar-rar-ing over the cost of the mochi ethel bought. xD

When we are around, PHOTO TIME!

*roar, we bite!

*GongXiGongXi!

yea!

I want nobody nobody but YOU~

watever!

i like the effect. =D

Hearts*

Erh?!?! wats over there?

Kena pinch by ethel again!

love this 3 ppl. xD

tired~.~

XUELI PS US!!! =( she leaved early.

WAHLAO WORH XUELI! *pout, ignore her.

heehee, ok. anyway, love the day. After Xueli leave, we crap at Mac, before heading back to AMK. =(

sort of sad when we think back about the time we spent at 409. sianned, i miss 409 and Deyi, that once wth sch. OMG!

NO ONE TAGGED! GAR!

anyway, cant blame the low tag and hit rate. since i have been dilligently updating(i was busy lar!). gah, my CCA for now is J-fire, the Japanese culture club. Hope i can get into ISLE, go oversea help ppl! =D

Sry to say this, The feeling changes. I use to like it alot, but.... the few days spent there make me think alot. AND TRUST ME, IT IS REALLY ALOT OF THINKING.

I use to hate Deyi, cos of the stupid DMs and that CCA-is-more-impt Principal.

I use to hate Deyi, cos i experience the real backstab and the EVIL-NESS of the cyber world.

I use to hate Deyi, cos i was tease for being nerd/Kai-su/#$#$#.

I use to hate Deyi, cos i shed my tears for some ass-hole like so many time. =(

I use to hate Deyi, cos i wasnt tht well-liked.

But after i leave, I miss Deyi.

Yea, no doubt, NYJC is a fun sch, ppl there are so fun, so happy. not like Deyi, where 99% are happy and 1% emo. They have the teachers to taught us well(using boring lectures, thanks alot), not like Deyi. Deyi good teachers are the minority! They dun care about ur skirt/hair/shoe/socks, not like Deyi, once in the while u will see ladies veryvery kan-jiong de unroll the skirt or start to tuck in their blouse (*laugh).

Maybe it is becos i spent only 1 week + at NY, and 4 yrs at Deyi. I dunno, maybe i am not yet a JC student. Maybe i am still a Sec Sch student. Maybe becos i didnt really have a clique yet. Maybe becos there is no xueli/ethel/kurin/rachel/francesca/jolene/amira there. Maybe becos i am stressed alr (tell me u guys are stressed when u see PW. PLEASE!) Maybe becos i am guilty i am not studying, YET.

As the days goes by, i felt more and more.... out of place.

hope the feeling changes, or else i dunno how to survive until next yr, without my ladies. ;(

But i admit, i look nice with my brown uniform. =D

I miss 409. Wonder how is everyone coping with life.

I wanna move on with JC life, but yet still have the memories of deyi in my heart. Can someone teach me how? =(

Love the 3 ladies, thanks for listening to my $%$#^$ over those trival stuff and bitching of other ppl. and THANKS SO MUCH, FOR CURING MY MILD DEPRESSION. =D

look forward to fri. =D 409'09 CNY meet up! cant wait! ^^

ok, gtg, i broke my record of bloggin, according to ethel. =D

change skin 2moro, again, if i can find the time. ^^"

Kimmi'yunno, tell me how ppl.

P.S. Hope my classmates are nice and hyper ppl. =D